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All my life I have been amazed by death. I envy how they are so peaceful now. I would love to be abled to talk to a spirit/ghost of the deceased! And I love graveyards--that's where I want to have my wedding, or maybe just live there :P
Help please and no rude comments/answers!
Sr13
Why do you believe they are so "peaceful" and not tormented and in pain
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Originally Posted by Fr_Chuck
Well they don't have to worry about someone teasing them because they're bisexual. They don't have to worry about anything!. Death is much easier than Life!
And so peaceful...
How do you know?
So that's your real concern -- getting teased.
How do I know? Dreams... And well look at them they look so... Happy!Quote:
Originally Posted by Wondergirl
Being teased is an issue...
But that is not the biggest concern...
Dreams are only your own unconscious at work and not reality.
You did bring up the teased thing, so speaking of the unconscious...
What's with you? :/Quote:
Originally Posted by Wondergirl
You cannot contact the deceased.
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Originally Posted by Wondergirl
Why not? They are the only ones who will listen to me... Unlike most
They have moved on past this life and no longer are interested in us. They have bigger fish to fry.
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Originally Posted by Wondergirl
Wow... Well okay. If I can't contact them now... Maybe I should join them... Then I will be happy with them and also peaceful :D
And you can talk to us, we WILL listen. Between all the people on this board I bet we have eons of life experience.
So shoot... what do want to talk to deceased about that you can't tell us?
I don't know... Some people on this site aren't too nice...Quote:
Originally Posted by LadySam
But thanks :D
RebelAgainstAll
It's hard to read people when you can't talk to them face to face, I think the people here are very nice. But I have read many more of their posts than you have.
And brushing me off, is that nice?
BTW, guessing from your username, you're a little defiant maybe?
I'm still listening...
Why do you believe dead people are the only ones listening? Actually this site is full of grest listeners... give us a try!
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Originally Posted by LadySam
Yes I am rebellious...
I didn't brush you off!
Because if I ask a question... They always reply. And I know you guys may think I'm psycho... but I can actually feel them when we talkQuote:
Originally Posted by hauntinghelper
So... what exactly do you want to say to a dead person? Obviously you are looking for an audience... so speak up... pretend were all dead here.
Ah, I thought so.
Ok, we'll not call it brushing me off then, see how easy it is to misread something?
And Haunting Helper just poked his head in here, he is a great listener.
Don't give up on us just yet.
I usually ask them to take me with them... So I can be happy tooQuote:
Originally Posted by hauntinghelper
I usually ask them to take me with them... So I can be happy tooQuote:
Originally Posted by hauntinghelper
And I don't NEED an audience... Thanks
Anyway...
Why are you not happy?
Why should I be happy? My life is a living H E L L!Quote:
Originally Posted by LadySam
Again... why do you assume they are happy? Live humans can be deceitful... what makes you think spirits are pure and honest?
Well I know it's better than living on this irritating sphere of fire...Quote:
Originally Posted by hauntinghelper
Why? Help us out here... why is living hell? There are many people out there and on this site that have dealt with their own issues. Don't think that nobody understands you.
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Originally Posted by hauntinghelper
I don't even understand my damn self!
I just know that I am 13 and I am very depressed and angry. And that I have chronic insomnia!
Your answers are very cryptic, it's difficult to give you constructive feedback when you respond the way you do.
There are many people who think their lives are living hells, but for many different reasons.
We are trying to help you, but you're not letting us.
Finally an answer we can work a little with.
Sleep deprivation can cause a multitude of problems, and you seem to have some issues as it is.
Have you spoken with your doctor about your inability to sleep?
What have yo tried to get yourself to sleep at night already?
Let's get down to details. Who lives with you at your house? Tell us about them. Don't mention names; keep it generic. How many people? Pets?
Your life is hell because you are spiritually empty. You don't find fulfillment in much of anything. I'm sure being teased and your sexual orientations don't help either. The fact is that you are unhappy because you haven't connected with your purpose in life.
On one hand, you're only 13... and have a LOT of growing up to do. But also, at 13, you already recognize the need for deeper things... something most sdults still do not recognize. Kudos on that!
Well I'm so sorry :PQuote:
Originally Posted by LadySam
I have 6 sisters and 5 brothers--im the eldest-- and we live in a 2 bedroom house. So that brings some stress. My family teases because I am bisexual. I am confused about my religion. Am I an atheist or christian? I feel like my God hates me... I feel like the entire world--including me--wants me dead! (im crying now) I'm just confused. I want help. I need it! But... I am not so good with taking advice and I know that is very stupid of me... I know I'm stupid and ugly... No need to remind me...
I just want to die
I am a very mature in the mind for a 13 year old female.Quote:
Originally Posted by hauntinghelper
And you're right... I feel disconnected from everything... even me. And then I feel very lonely and I began to cry...
I just know I have something that I need to give the world... But the world wants me dead. She hates me
You're very expressive and poetic. Do you write poetry?
Now you want to say something decent :PQuote:
Originally Posted by Wondergirl
And yes... I write poetry
So many people in one house, I can imagine that is very difficult to deal with.
Honestly I don't know that I could.
I read in another post that you are under a doctors care, correct.
So someone cares that you get the help that you need, who saw the need to seek care for you?
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Originally Posted by LadySam
No I don't think I am in doctors care. I was supposed to be admitted into a mental hospital but didn't go... I was afraid
Aren't you on meds and seeing a therapist or a psychiatrist or someone in the mental health field?
I think I read that somewhere.
Why were you afraid?
Poetry is a good outlet, I do that myself, and have for many years.
How did you get out of going to a mental hospital at the age of 13?
Besides the teasing, which is uncalled for... why do you feel like the world wants you dead? What exactly makes you feel that God hates you?Quote:
Originally Posted by SinisterRebel13
You want help? It's out there... and myself and others are trying to offer it to you right now.
I can tell you right now I have been in a very similar situation. I was torn between trying to believe in a God that felt so distant to me. It took me some time to realize there is a difference between believing in God and actually being IN God. Did you know the bible tells us that even demons believe in God... and tremble! You see, believing in Him does not solve everything... it's learning to rely on Him and TRUST Him. When Jesus said that God so loved the WORLD (you're included in that just as I am) that He gave His only son... that means God has nothing but love and affection towards you. So you're not stupid, you're not ugly, and you are worth the very life of Jesus Christ.
If you really want to know what is going on right now... you are believing every hook, line and sinker the Devil is throwing at you... I can see this very clearly because I have been there... twice... and I know it is hell. It is the most lonely and hopeless place one can be... and I'm here to tell you there is hope, because I'm still here.
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