Thank you so much for the info.
This explains a lot.

Now I have a better understanding of the figures I have been seeing in the corner of my eye. They usually stay a bit longer than a "shadow" or a similar clitch should.

I can also see future events. Its difficult most of the times. I am still trying to cope with it.

For the gay stuff, I don't think God has any interest of judging your choice of partner. Why should he. I am a father of three and happily married and I have some gay and lesbian friends. Its OK. I don't care.