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The emotions that enveloped me became an addiction in themselves.
Does this mean that you wanted to meditate often so you could just feel these emotions?
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I have met others who have related similar circumstances in seeking occult principles in spirituality.
Seeking occult principals?? What does that mean?
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so in essence, the life I led In which I was secure in my achievement in ancient wisdoms and enlightenment became worthless and empty. There was a hollowness that came over me like a spiritual hangover,
Not sure what a spiritual hangover is.
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when the things I began to believe about me and life though ancient knowledge became week in the light of emotions I had no control over.
I'm not trying to be hard to get along with. I just don't know what you are talking about still. And THIS is your explanation of my earlier confusion.
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gave it up because in the end I was just as hollow hearted as before I started that journey,thusly I lost the life I had and gained truth through a truly ancient wise man. Joshua the Anointed a.k.a. jesus.
I'm with you here.
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His teaching on a way to live and worship the creator,opened me to a serindipity that ovewhelms religion and politics in my life now. I am free and whole.
This is great news.
Additionally your gut my serve you well, but don't confuse intuition with emotion,no one is unique in the spectrum of human emotion. There will always be a time to laugh and a time to cry. Sometimes our hearts can not always tell the difference. Grace and peace.