WHO cares what they think? We all have our own perception of beauty and perfection our own little warped minds! As long as we are happy with ourselves... Why should the opinions of others matter? We'll all find someone who will accept us for who we are. And though your look is very different from mine, oddly enough... I still see the beauty in it! So I don't think you're weird or crazy at all! I have an obsession with black women with arab/indian features that have dark caramel skin with yellow/bronze/orange undertones. It's the most beautiful thing in the world to me. And since I have the features. I want the caramel skin to go along with it. Examples:
http://thesuite411.com/wp-content/up...lli-thomas.jpg
http://media.photobucket.com/image/p...38e9317bb0.jpg
http://www.vashtie.com/blog/wp-conte...400e5d20dc.jpg
(The girl's skin tone and facial features. Not his.)
http://cm1.theinsider.com/media/0/66...0.432x351.jpeg
(The slender one with the curly hair)
http://i293.photobucket.com/albums/m...38e9317bb0.jpg