[Shannon allsop]

Right there's many like this but mine is slightly different. In 2011 my little cousin was in an Christmas ice skating show and I went to watch it every night being a keen figure skater too and there was a guy soloist in it I have to say he was breathtaking he was wonderful at skating and very very good looking and I couldn't keep my eyes off him and I got a bit of a fan girl crush on him I knew his name from the programme but didn't do anything about my slight crush however in April of 2012 I saw him working at the rink where I train I was gobsmacked and all the other girls commented how cute he was, he helped my coach train me but I was too shy to talk but then added him on Facebook and we talked, his birthday was on the 7th of may so I jokingly said I'd say happy birthday at the rink on the Tuesday after his birthday on the Monday and I did then by Thursday he had asked me on a date I was so excited Friday night we went to cinema he wouldn't let me pay and we had a kiss. Then when I got home that night I realised he had text me asking me out to say I was happy was an understatement we'd been talking for about a month before we got together and he was a really sweet guy and I really liked him. We were together for 5 months and during that time I realised he was everything I'd wanted from a guy. But as he is the British champion male skater for his age he was going away for 5 days every so often and he went away just before our 5 month anniversary he promised to text me when he arrived in Slovenia on the Tuesday but never did just thinking he was busy I ignored it but then he didn't text me Wednesday yet had been on Facebook on the Tuesday night after a girl had tagged him in a photo, I was a little jealous but she was from America so I wasn't bothered about him finishing me for her or anything however he got back that Sunday night and ended our relationship without warning because he had failed his competition and come 20th out of 28 and his dad and coach had kicked off. I was very upset and didn't eat for a week and still cry after it being 4 months of him ending it, I've told him many times through text that I still love him and my nan always one to get involved bought him a pair of beats headphones for Christmas and I got a card and put a note in saying I loved him, some things you need to know on my 16th he bought me a new blackberry after being together for only 2 months he said that I was the one he wanted to marry and he wanted to get married when I was 18 his parents loved me they were always asking me over and out places everyone at the rink started calling me his wife cause he had talked of his plans to marry me, he told me he couldn't live with out me and me being me said of course he could he replied with no he wanted to spend forever with me even if his skating went well he'd only want to celebrate with me, so clearly I really fell for it all. However last week we argued bare in mind when we were together we never argued once and didn't when we broke up until last week when he decided to cause an argument when we broke up he deleted me on Skype Facebook and bbm yet during this argument he added me on Facebook again and put a status about me, then commented on it saying he was annoyed because I'd told him I was with someone else and as he put "I really wanted to get back with her :(" I was like what the hell, he then messaged me saying he was sorry and felt guilty and a lot of what he said was over exaggerated and then we were talking again like nothing had happened, any suggestion because I still love him and I got with someone else but that is over now because I still cared for my ex and couldn't feel anymore than friends for this other guy help please