[desparetely000]

I have been with my girl friend for 3 years. We were so much in love,she loves and cares about me more than anything, I'm always her number priority.I thought I knew what love was until I meet her,she encourages me and always willing to help me with anything. She also wanted to get married and move to South Africa. The problem is she's a lesbian and I'm bi, she's the first girl I've been with and I trully love her so much. I want to spend the rest of my life with her. But she's worried that I won't be as happy in a gay relationship as I would be in a straight relationship.the fact that I'm not gay really worries her and makes her feel like I one day I will leave her to be with a man.we broke up 2months ago because I shared a bed with my male friend and didn't tell her she said she's not ready to get back with me, she still loves me and see's a future with me but she's not ready to get back together at the moment. I'm not really gay but I love and would love to have her children. Is the fact that I'm not gay really going to affact our relationship? And what I'm I suppose to do now.she suggests that I can see other people, what is she really trying to say? The thought of her being with another woman really kills me. I don't know what to do. Please help