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How to get over a relationship with unanswered questions
My ex girlfriend broke up with me August 1st!she say she wanted space, so I gave her space!Some days I will give her space, and some days I will talk to her!We had a god relationship from my judgement!Im 23 and she is 34, but for some reason she always want to quit we met on may 9, said we love each other may 26, may 31 she wanted to get out again like may 21!in addition I do have gentile warts, gentile warts is a low risk hpv!Its like through this space I would do things to make her happy, but she got mad, like she told me to move on, so when I said I wish you the best bet if you move on!she said why would you say that!I was joking on both of us at one point, and I said she haves a little peach fuzz!she said f**k me, its like every time we got in a argument.she didn't want to hear me out!so Sunday I said the night before it seem like you was on a date. She got mad and told me the real reason she didn't want to be with me, because of my condition.she can't picture ith being with somebody like me!that hurt so bad!because, I told her at the beginning I don't want her to ever look at me as a monster.she said I don't want you, I went to the doctors a few weeks back and see if you rubbed against me the wrong way, that scares her!it hurts, pple without health issues never know how it feels.she block my number and everything too!if she wanted to quit plenty of times, I question her love.like did she really love me!I'm a part time student and go to school, she said I should have take this time out to get myself together so we can be together in the future!but to come to fine out, how can we, and you don't want to be with somebody that haves what I have!I get hurt all the time! We started great met her at my job.She's from NC, just move up here may!we plan a whole life together, kids, marriage next year!I told her it will be best for her not to do research on gentile warts it will scare you!This whole time in the relationship she was and it scare her, I told her at the beginning I don't want her to ever look at me as a monster!Sometimes I think about calling from another number and telling her how I feel about the whole situation with us.When she told it was my health condition, that hurt so bad!some pple look at others wrong when they have something, I use to do that!but the feeling change when the shoe is on the other foot.its not like I have aids, I have something that's treatable!I love her so much, I would have stay if she had gentile warts!and yes I know how it feel to be on the other side of the fence, I dated somebody that had a worst case of hpv!its still unanswered question I want to ask her like why would you look deep into it, I told you I don't want you scare!hell I don't read deep into it!they say 80 percent of americans get this in their life time!many pple I ask about advice on this situation, said she was immature!But I wonder, you 34, why block a number!I love her to death!I think she will regret the way she treated me one day!its so hard sometimes to move forward, sometimes I will forget about the situation and that feeling of hurt come back 5 minutes later!she lied the whole time saying it wasn't my condition!sometimes now, I don't even want to talk to pple, far as new females, I rather just be to myself!
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