[HollyHeartbreak]

Me and my boyfriend have been together for 5 months and we are positive that we were made for one another. I have never had a reason not to trust him and he is the first guy I have ever truly trusted. We met April 20th and by the 26th we had said I love you.

Recently he has went off to school, about two hours away. He comes home every other weekend and I try to go up on week ends he doesn't come home. This might just be me and my paranoia but I feel like something is going on.

Reasons I feel like this...

1. his first few days there he had random meeting at all hours of the day and night. I'm talking like midnight late

2. while telling me about school he tells me how he can have girls come stay in his dorm for 3 days, and I mean that's great for me but its so sketchy.

3. he hardly says I love you, when he use to say it everyday, he doesn't call me pet names anymore either

4. this happened tonight, he calls me every night before he takes a shower and gos to bed, I asked if he'd call tonight and he said after he did homework, later I asked if he'd call he said after his shower, well 1 and 1/2 hours later I, now upset and hurt, send a text telling him I was going to be, I get a call instantly from him, he said he had fallen a sleep, but he didn't sound like it, then after getting off the phone I send a text to some friends and then to him, this is probably like 10 minutes after the phone call, the message said I couldn't sleep and I needed to talk to him, I get nothing back, at all.

I need to know if this is just me being paranoid or if I have a right to be suspicious here?

if this is just me being paranoid then how do I make it go away?

I love him very much and I don't want to lose him, please help me..