[BellsWells]

HELLO, my name is Bella, first let me thank you all who takes your time commenting. First the facts...

*i either conceived in late May or beginning June.
my AF in June was irregular (first time). Its usually 3-4days heavvvy.
it was 2-3 days extremely light. And it usually comes near the end of the month, but it came at the beginning.
*JUNE- I start noticing my breast getting heavy and these (gross) bump around my nipples (which hurt so much), but around the actual aureola was more freckle looking holes ( I call them holes now cause recently they were leaking creamy white stuff after I got out the pool/hot tub). My ab started to get bloated by the end of this month, and my migraines was something serious.
*JULY- this month was when it hit me the worst, and everyone started noticing my body changing more. ( I TOOK 2 TEST (NEG). My birthday and my partners birthday is the 10 and 12, ironically I got my AF on the 10th, it came on with no warning, like it usually does, and it was light throughout and left on my birthday the 12th. We noticed my stomach was getting harder and more bloated and AFTER my af left, I was cramping and my breast was hurting so much. So finally I went to the ER for abdominal pains. They doctor took my urine and blood, gave me an x-ray (even after I told him I could be prg) told me the test was negative. He was in such a rush and so insensitive throughout the whole time. (maybe because I was vomiting on his floors at first). He came back told me I was clear and that I was just constipated. I asked him what did they use for the prg test, he said my urine, and stated it was negative again. So after this visit, my partner realized I wasn't taking no for an answer so he bought me another one, it was negative. Now everyone just thinks its in my head and I should accept it... SMH!
*AUGUST- my belly is bulging and full like I'm pregnant. I recently took another test, it was negative. The lady then told me about the hcg levels not being high enough, I guess she wanted to give me hope. Till this day, I still have every indication under the sun that I'm expecting, my AF this month was from the 5th to 7th ( never has been this irregular, soon or light EVER) I wouldn't have even known if I wasn't going to the bathroom every second. Like I stated before, my breast do leak this creamy stuff, and my tummy is hard and bloated and still no answers. I don't have any insurance, and I know a place where they would give me a ultrasound, but they said they can't do it unless they get a positive urine test. So I'm currently trying to schedule a blood test. BUT please tell me what you think.. AM I CRAZY?