[coolguy1234]

Hi, presently I am working in software company. But the problem is I am not able to talk to girls as I have a huge responsibility of my family. Always when girl comes in front of me, my mind forces me to think about my family, and queston arrises that how can I do this? The girl was always eager to talk to me. Moreover, in college times I like one girl, I suppose she too like me but I didn't express myself to her. And when I express to her my feeling she replied I am having different likings and moreover she don't want to marry anyone. When ever I talk to her she always talk in that way only, I don't want to marry... I never asked her to marry me. But she always make me to think more and more. As she knows that I love her very much. Then she start talking to my close friend he too is my classmate he knows every thing about me, also he aware was of that I love her very much. I feel bit jealous as that guy always used to messege her. She started going close to him, and I express my feelings to her one day, she didn't take it serious and says I don't love you. She make me totally eager in sex till that time, I think she wants sex but I have to study too for my career and moreover I love her truly, she totally take my mind in that direction. What should I do? From that day commit myself not to be serious with girls.. neverever.