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I don't love her, I love HER...
We've been together for almost a year but the feeling isn't quite there anymore. At least I think. Today we "broke up". I said that I think its time and it was fun while it lasted. But she still wants to be together more than anything. I guess I have fun with her but I don't really enjoy it all the time. Every now and then my feelings will change though... ill absolutely love her for like a week, then think about breaking up. We've broken up twice before so this would be the last time. She said we should take a week off. So I have until Friday to make up my mind. But I think that I'm thinking this was because I really want to be with my ex girlfriend, sam. Sam and I were together for 2 weeks about a year ago and I just really like her. More than anything in the world. She's beyond perfect in my eyes. But she says that were just not meant to be so it kills me. She's such an amazing person in every way possible. There isn't a single flaw, except that she doesn't want me. She says she wants to be friends. Ill take it over nothing. I just want her in my life in some form. The only reason why I'm having a problem with breaking up with my girlfriend is that she's still a great person.. but I don't know if she's for me... maybe our time passed and its just a lingering love between her and I... but for sam, I can get myself over her... ill text her every now and again and just start a conversation of some sort that will turn into "whatt happened?" and she says its not meant to be and that's not changing... but I want it to. What do I do? Do I truly break up with my girlfriend? Do I try to be good friends with sam to get on her good side and maybe she'll have a realization?. even if her and I stay friends ill be content.. but holding her in my arms would be amazing. Do I move on from her completely? Help :[
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