[kabirahuja2431]

Its been 4 years, since I met her... it all started like this. I went to my aunt's(bhua) house for staying for few days. I was in 6th standard that time. So I went to the colony with my cousin, where I first see her.. she had the sweetest voice I ever heard.. we played together and become good friends. Next day again and we played and vice versa. When I was going back to my home, she asked me when would I come again, I told her I don't know and she replied you have to come here as soon as possible. When I went back to home I was fully possessed by her memories.. then after few months I went again to my aunt's house.. we met again. We shared our secrets and I completely fell in love with her.. at first I thought that she loved me too. But things were never like I imagine. When I proposed her, which I did after 2 years she said no, not at least at this time. She said she does not want to be in relationship at this age. I was hurt a lot. For a few days I could see some signs of my proposal, she was not talking to me the way she talked earlier. But after some weeks things became the same. This year only one I came to know that my aunt was going to shift their home, means I would never be able to meet her.. ohh.. when I told this to her in messages, she was too very sad sad to know. And when I met her and discussed about my aunt shifting her house, I could see some tears in her eyes. First time in my life I have seen her like this. On the same day I sent one of my message intentionally that I have to send to my friend about I love her so much and all that, to her.. she never replied that message.. next day when I called her I said sorry for the message and she said its OK, she does not want to spoil our frndship. After that we became very good frns.. I use to call her everyday and she too.. a few days earlier only I received a message of her in which it was written "i love you, will you be my life partner











these were the lines said by romeo to Juliette :P..
i was first shocked then became sad after reading the last line. then she called me and asked did i read her message and i said yes. then she asked me how did i feel, i told i already read the last line. she said "ohh !' then I told her that if even I had not read the last line, I would have never believed. She asked me why? I didn't replied anything. Things are still the same. We are very good friends. She once even told me that she loved a guy, but doesnot love her now.. is it any chance that I would ever get her??

[Homegirl 50]

I think you need to accept the fact that she does not love you like that.
Stop proclaiming your love to her. It does neither of you any good.