[heartbroken55]

Im in a really bad situation. I was with my ex for 1 years and before we started
Going out, he was known as a 'player', all he did was sleep around. He took me on dates and I really fell in love with him (well I think its love) and we had such a good relationship.. as time went on, it was harder to trust him because he used to delete messages from girls, and tell me they wernt bad, he just didn't want to hassle of trying to explain to me what they said. I told him I don't care if he talks to girls just don't lie to me. But lies got worse and we split up just under a month ago (offically, like on fb).. but we still talk and talk.. he works away and its just like he doesn't care anymore, he has been physically violent to me (leaving bruises on me when he is drunk).. which I forgave him for.. on our 1 yr, I told him id give him the chance to prove to me he loved me, and he never did, it was all words in texts, words which mean nothing to me. Anyway that night I saw him out and he was dancing with another girl, I was so upset and we didn't talk for about 4 days, he just ended up getting wasted with his friends. This week, he tells me he loves me but he can't commit, and I honestly think its because he wants to sleep around like he used to. On a few days ago I asked him to go to the movies to catch up and talk about stuff but he chose going out with his mates over me, and I saw him out again.. he kept coming up to me, joking around saying "love you".. then he would walk off with his girl mates, get photos, dance around and then I saw him dirty dancing with another girl... ever since that I've been absoloutely heartbroken. I can't get him out of my head.. he told me he can't commit, but he wants me in his life! I just don't understand. I've always been so loyal to him and I feel like nobody else compares. But he hasn't respected me for so long. He is adding all these girls on fb and I KNOW he only wants sex. But yet he is texting me again saying "i love you"... and again today he said it.. but it means nothing to me. I just feel so weak like I can't move on, I've been crying everyday and it just feels like he doesn't care. We had such good times, everyone used to say I changed him for a while and he is different.. but it seems like his had his time with me and wants to go back to being single.. but does he expect me to wait for him while he has his fun? Because there's no way I'm doing that :(.. why does he keep texting me even though I know he doesn't care... otherwise he wouldn't be hurting me the way he is..

Thanks

[Ricangurl45]

To me he's cheating you don't need to deserve someone like that if u stay with him your going to get hurt really bad