[alfredobonilla8]

Hello everyone. Im new at this so if you could help me would be great.
Im a guy, 21 and I've been with a broken heart for the past month. I broke up with my girlfriend (we spend a year together) We don't live in the same city but we had spend 3 months of vacation tohether.
She broke up with me almost 3 months ago. The first month was the easiest one I just dindt caqre and spend time with friends and went to parties and all that stuff, we had some talks but were very unsignificant. Then I started to mis her bad, and about a month ago I just could not handle it and contact her and beg her to come back and for us to get together again. I really love her and can't see myself right now with no one besides her. So, I called her and really felt sad. Turns out those days she slept with another guy and she told me. I just felt like a complete idiot and was very mad at myself for feeling like an whie she was on her city screwing another guy. I cried a lot and still begged her. I was a complete mess. Then I didn't contact her for about two weeks and suddenly she wrote me some emails. I couldn't handle it and wrote her back, then we talked and again I poured my heart to her, this was last week. Again I cried and felt helpless since basically she was saying that she doesn't thinks we should be together and that she is interested in other people. I have not contacted her since then but every time I grab my phone I want to call her, I really do love her and miss her a lot. I don't get it how she could just forget all that we lived and is now with another person. In 3 weeks Im coming home and she's going to bee there. I don't think I should see her but I don't know if I'm going to have the courage to do that. My head is really messed up Im very sad and if you guys coiuld help me with some advice would be great. Sorry for the type mistakes, Im writing these from my phone.