[Unknown Artist]

I have been bleeding over my Ex for about 2 years now. She was my first love and my first in a lot of other things. And in a time of weakness I broke up with her because I was afraid, so I took some adivce from my parents and ending things.

We broke up toward the end of our senior year in High school and now 2 years later I'm still upset, depressed and hurting over her. Yeah I know I broke up with her but I don't know I'm hurting and I'm sick and tired of it.

Since we had broke up back then we had gotten toghter few times, talking about getting back toghter and well letting out wanted emotion ( no sex, but fooling around).

She has moved on now and is with someone else and I want to move on. The last time we had met up trying to see if we could work against was early last December and things went south horriblely. She's not the same person I loved back then, and I really don't understand why I'm still hurting over her.

I have tired meeting other girls. But unfortunately I'm friendzone material (different issue) So I haven't really got the chance to be with someone else.

And its not like I spend the day day dreaming about out good times, I'll just be working on something completely blissful and she just apears in my head and brings me back down. I'm sick of feeling like this, I'm tired of feeling depressed and lonely. I want to be normal again :(

So If anyone can give me some adivce to finally get me past this it would be much appericated.