[JBrigg916]

Sorry I know it's long, and it probably doesn't make any sense, if it doesn't, say so and I will change it.

Here's what's been happening so far:- (I'm between the age of 14 and 18, and I have never had a girlfriend before).
There's this girl that I like, really like as in love, we're friends, we're both the same age (she's 12 days older than me), I'm really shy and I think she is to and we are both socially awkward and are gamer | geeks.
First off, we talk loads, and I mean loads (we talk about games, TV, and music, stuff like that), when we talk we smile at each other and throughout the conversation we look into each others eyes, we don't look away, when I finish talking she'll ask me a question or tell me something interesting, when we first started talking she was always looking down, talking really quick and stuttering on some words, now it's not so much.
We both like almost all the same stuff, music games etc. (This isn't even half of what we share in common).
I've made her laugh once or twice, and she's only laughed at me when I've made a complete and utter fool of myself. When I stumbled, she was the only one to laugh, she was giggling to herself. Even when I made a barely funny joke, she was the only one to giggle.
In addition, if I need anything, like a pen or a pencil or some help, she'll always help with anything I need.
Finally when I asked for her number, she was pretty quick to give it to me, and said it so fast I had to half guess some numbers.
When I send her messages she usually replies, however sometimes she doesn't (only when I ask how she is/how her holiday is going so far)
When I was talking to the girl we had, what I thought was, an awkward silence because I couldn't think of anything else to say to her. It lasted about 25-30 seconds, when she finally said something the conversation carried on.
The other day, after school mine and her friend shouts "Her name have a nice walk home with my name"
She replies with "Why wouldn't I?!"
Her tone was defensive, as if she was sticking up for me, lol, but it was happy sounding, higher than her usual voice, she's done this a few times now.

The friend, is both ours, I told him that I liked her And the other day, I think, my friend whispered to me she likes me, but he denies it, so I don't know if he was just saying that or what. And now he's telling me I shouldn't ask her out, and that he doesn't think she likes me more than a friend. What gives?
And we are in the same classes at college, so I see her every day, although I don't often get to walk alone with her, as our friends walk home the same way to.
She's also told me personal stuff about her, like what music and stuff she listens to, books she reads, what uni she wants to go to, that her parents are thinking of moving away when she finishes college things like that.

In addition, when we were talking her eyes dilate, but that could be the lighting in the room.
She was touching my leg with her foot as well, I think she knew she was, because she didn't stop, I'm probably just imagining all of this.

We're both in town tomorrow, and I asked her if she wanted to go then, she said she couldn't because she's in town with her mum, shopping, and she would probably go home after (When she said it, she was stuttering on some words and talked a little quieter and looked down), she shyed away from the topic and we started talking about other things, that interest us both.
^She did have to go shopping with her mum, I met her in town for FCBD.

Well, my friend, 'the comedian' makes my jokes seem like utter s**t (sorry for the language), and I think the girl doesn't like me the same way anymore, all because my friend makes her laugh more than me.

I also sent her a message asking if she was coming into to college this morning, because she was late, and 'I' didn't get a reply, but when my other friend who is a girl sends her a text asking if she's coming in, she gets a text back saying she's going to be late.

I really like her, I think she is the most wonderful girl I have met so far, she has the nicest and kindest personality, we share a deep connection, but she was acting differently today, she was late, and wasn't as talkative as she normally is with me, and was talking to other people she doesn't normally talk with (boys). She was moody to.

Again today, she was acting strange, she didn't bother saying hello or anything to me, excluding me from almost everything.
Also she kept getting up with another girl who is our friend, and walking off.
She vanished from college today as well, and when our friend (boy) tried to ring and ask where she had gone, she didn't reply.

I think it may be my fault, because I didn't bother talking to her much yesterday and today.

I don't know, the 'comedian' is a good friend (and I don't think he is her type), I asked him what he thought, he said he thought it was going well between me and her, and I doubt she would've met anybody else.
I'll see how she is tomorrow, maybe she's had a rough couple off days, and I'll apologise to her for not talking to her today.
I don't know what else it could be.

We're talking again
She told me to watch some more of a series on YouTube, because she was going to a house warming party and isn't able to play on a game with me.

Also, I think, she may still have feelings for her ex, as they only broke up about 2 months ago (she said that they are just friends).

Well one of my 'friends', the one who I told I like this girl. Well on Wednesday, I was off sick, he decided it would such a good idea to write, on a white board, for everyone to see my name <3 her name.
Now, she ignored me today which makes me think that the 'friend' told her some other stuff, and after college they all ran from me, and didn't even stay and wait for me.

So today, we were talking again, but not as much as usual, but I kept seeing her, out of the corner of my eyes, looking at me, if I look up she looks down or turns away quickly.
Also, I've seen her look at me and then if she sees I'm putting my glasses on, she'll put hers on.
Also, yesterday, when she was talking with this other person (boy), she leaned to the side and looked at me as if she was talking to me.

I'm so confused, I just don't know what to do.

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