Played a mind game... and lost! Help!
Moved to its own question
I am in a relationship with a very good guy. He loves me and I know it.
Like every relationship,we have our ups and downs.whenever we quarrel and its my fault, I really feel so bad about it and its makes me to cry so much. I know that if he knows I cry, he would instantly forgive me because he hates to see me cry and most times when I hurt I cry because I knew that its way to have his forgiveness instantly.
Recently, I've noticed that crying like I can't do without him isn't good for me and I act most times like I can't live without him so did something.
For some days now, I purposely didn't call him (we don't live in the same place and we talk to each other everyday no matter how bad) or send him a text. I just wanted to see how much I could live without him and I saw that I did pretty well.
During the 'breakaway' he wasn't feeling fine and I knew he wanted to hear from me esp. because he wasn't feeling to fine and all that, but I still didn't call.
I missed him a lot all through this period (2days).
Suddenly today, I got in touch with him and I was surprised at his cold attitude towards me. He didn't welcome me back,neither say he loves me like he always does, but acted so cold, so unwelcoming and all that.
Am really sorry for what I did, but now don't know how to get his love back or ask for his forgiveness and let us get back to our we used to be.
Please help me!
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