[jazz2]

I really want to talk to someone but I don't think I can talk to anyone I know because I am so self couscous, I don't even think they will judge but I don't like taking risks. Life at the moment is so stressful, I'm in year 12 doing the HSC at the end of the year and the workload is pilling up. And I never have any really good friends, I'm always the third wheel, the one who hangs back slightly when things are happening. I just need someone who will talk to me.

[Maria.Lee]

I will be glad to help. :)

[awesomagic]

Life is full of risks, that is, if you're going to have any kind of life. I have taken a few risks myself. Some of them pay off, others do not. But there is only one way to find out. Be bold and go for it.

[Lewis1333]

Hello:
And I would be glad to listen to you and I do not judge anyone, Also I might add it is the one 's who do the judging that have the problems, I have been in the field of hypnotherapy for about 10 years 4 on my own and I am sure I can help you.

Rev Lewis Bowman
Hypnotherapist ans counselor

[JudyKayTee]

Any number of people from all sorts of backgrounds are available at AMHD at various times. Unfortunately this is not a chat site but if you have a question someone will be more than happy to help you with it.

You sound like you might be shy. I don't think that's a bad thing at all.

What is your favorite subject in school?

[jazz2]

Thanks for answering, I should tell you that I go through weird mood swings. Four days ago when I made this post I was much more depressed than I am now but I can almost guarantee that I will go back to that. The main thing that was on my mind is that I think my dad smokes weed. I have never seen him do it but he goes outside and when he comes back he smells a bit like smoke but I don't think it cigarets. Some of my friends do weed and it smells a bit like that. I don't want to confront him about it because he is a good person and it doesn't make him violent or anything. I just get angry because he is always going on about how smoking and drinking is bad and stuff.
Another thing is I do a lot of hard subjects at school (4unit maths, physics, chemistry etc) and I am OK at them but I am not very good at sitting don and doing the work for them I always get distracted somehow which means I always fall behind. I know this is my own felt but I can't help it, every time I decide I am going to do all the work from now on I end up doing something else.
Also sometimes I just feel like rolling up in a ball and crying for no particular reason. Most of the time I am pretty good at hiding it but if someone pushes me off the edge I break down.
By the way I know these aren't that big a deal compared to other peoples issues I just want to say them