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My husband and I have been married for over 5 years and have 2 wonderful beautiful children together. We have had our problems like every relationship. He and I separated a few months ago and while we were apart he did not want to work on our relationship at all. He acted like we were a lost cause and couldn't get past our small stupid problems (no infidelity no gambling porn money issues). We did get back together and because I am a paranoid self conscious woman I looked through his phone. He had googled images of jacobs ladder and jacob ladders piercings. When I asked him about it he told me he was thinking about getting one. I knew that was a lie and told him he had to come up with a better excuse. After a few minutes he told me that he was comparing sizes because he is self conscious about his size. It seemed like he was telling the truth but why wouldn't he look up penis or something else just to see the size. Now we have always had an incredible sex live. And his phone is loaded with porn and naked women. He has also said he doesn't mind gay guys as long as they don't hit on him. I asked him if he thought he was bi he just pushed it off like I was stupid but then got kind of mad at me and wouldn't speak to me. Am I being paranoid? Is this stupid? Could he be questioning his sexuality? And I should add we still have great sex (he does not want me to have anal sex with me) but he has been getting upset because I want it all the time. Please someone give me some directions I can't ask close friends because I don't want them to think less of my husband. He is a good man and a great dad. Please help me.