[Mbman]

Hi guys ill just give you a run down of my life I'm 21 years old I loved hanging out with friends going to clubs. Having bin doing party drugs for about 4 years. The first time I tried meth was about 2 years ago and didn't think much of it. A year goes past and I have it again and it was a little better I then start getting it more and more at a very cheap price. After about 6 months I could no longer get it cheap so I start paying street price and that's when it all went wrong... The next 6 months fell like a dream start smoking meth Wednesday after work and stop Sunday afternoon (no sleep) about 2 months ago I relished every time leave the house to go anywhere I'm nervous almost scared, if I go to a night club I can only stay for 10 minute because it fells like everyone's out to get me. When I smoke meth now I don't fell high I don't fell anything all I know is I want more


Fast forward to 10 days ago I've lost friends I've used up all of my savings I had I've almost lost my home. So I said NO more I've been clean for over a week now but I still don't fell right I fell down unmotivated to do anything scared of the out side world. I have a lovly girl helping me though this but I don't want to relaps. I don't know why but I fell slow I was always a really smart kid just hung out with the wrong people.

I'm just wondering if I will ever fell myself again the smart fun loving motivated kid that I was.

Thank you so much for reading. Mb