[shweta1]

I was just 18 when came to delhi for my studies. I used to have couple of boyfriends those days but when I got into a serious affair I was totally changed.I met a guy aniket and seriously fell in love with him. At that time I had some financial problem because my father was working in a pvt firm and was the single person earning in the family.My boyfriend was totally aware of my financial conditions and he gave me an idea of becoming an escort to earn a quick money. I was totally new to anything as such and somehow he manage to convince him by showing me all the profits that we could get. I gave it a thought and finally decided to become an escort.I too wanted to earn extra so as to help my family.

We then shifted to a new house to live together.To start this business he needed a car but didn't have enough money. I asked my dad to help me out and he gave us the money for which Aniket bought a second hand car.

We then finally started. My parents were not aware of what's going on with me.They kept of sending money and my boyfriend used it for his purpose. During this work all the money that I earned went to Aniket's pocket.I started feeling like I am being used and now don't have anything left for me. I have ruined my future.But when Aniket married me I was finally thinking now everything is set and there will not be a problem.

After marriage Aniket said that he no more wants to do this work and start a genuine business.We started saving money and finally he had his new business on which was of garments.

It has been 5 years of our marriage now, and I have found him cheating at least 3-4 times.I decided to get a divorce when he cheated last but he didn't let me do that he was begging and crying. I forgive him again thinking that he is guilty.But he was actually not and he repeated the same after 6 months.Now he says he don't need me any more and a prostitute like me deserves the same and he wants me to give him divorce.

Actually, I know my fault and that is I love him unconditionally.Today, I feel like I am left with nothing and I wasted my 5 years for this guy. Do you think I deserve to be treated like this?

[talaniman]

No one deserves to be treated badly, used, and cheated on.

Enough of that, a divorce is a GREAT idea.

[ivette777]

Ma'am you are no less of a woman just because you have made mistakes and got with a total jerk, he did use you but you are a woman get up on your feet and become a survivor. Do not depend on anybody for financial purposes or anything you sound smart, go get your degree and talk to your family they are there to help. Yes they might be hurt or upset but they have to love you and forgive you, you are family. Take care and please, no more escorts, please. No one needs that life style. Good luck.

~ivette~