[Ibigail]

I've been out twice now with this guy. We're both comedians. At a show one night, he asked me out to drinks after. I couldn't that night. Then he invited me to come to another show he had coming up. I said sure. And closer to the date he said he wouldn't be able to hang afterwards because he had some casting thing afterwards. No big deal. When I showed up, he noticed I was alone. I didn't think it was weird. I did notice that some hot blonde whispering in his ear, looking like she was asking for money. But, a few days go buy and he texts me to hang out. We set a date, but no exact time/place. I never hear from him. Then 2 weeks later, he texts me to meet up. I replied saying I'm busy. (Like - um.. You blew me off, ****) But he calls me again later to meet up that same night. I say I might show up at his show - and I almost don't. But, I happen to really feel something here, so I show. We go out after.

I realized after he asked me out that he's sort of a pseudo-celebrity. Girls are asking him if they've seen him before, etc. He's very humble about the whole thing. I'm a struggling comedian/actor. I feel like, when we're talking I might seem jaded or I'm afraid he'll think I'm going to try to use him to get ahead. I'm also an artist, which he thinks is impressive, but I would never think about using him.

Now, that night, we leave the bar, go back to his place and fool around. We don't sleep together. I have been one for casual sex, but I actually like him, so I can't do it. We go out again a few weeks later. I feel like we have tons to talk about but I'm nervous! I feel like I'm a little silly. Then we fool around again, but still I don't feel like I should sleep with him, because I want it to be right. Then I'm leaving. And I realize, maybe I'm being silly. I want him. I push him back down on the bed only to have him tell me, you know, you didn't want to before, so now's not the right time. I was so ashamed! Oh man. But he was like, "Text me when you get home" And then he kissed me. I texted him when I got home. I thought it would be cute to say "Third time's a charm! : )" But he never responded. It's been 2 weeks. I'm so embarrassed that he thinks I'm a loser. But I'm not! I was nervous! I don't know what to do. And he's got these fans and all these girls constantly tweeting him and facebooking him that he's hot, etc. I tweeted him once after all this. Just about a show and he mentioned my pic was hot or something. But that's it. Nothing else. Should I forget him?