[nanigadu2000]

I belong to a very decent family.After 18 years of my education I got a job during my campus recruitment.My parents kept lot of hopes on me and they are so happy and they almost told to everybody in my town that I got a job in a reputed company.Actually I am from India and my job was in Bangalore.Hearing the name 'Bangalore' it was probably one of the most developed ultra posh cities in india.As I have came from town I was really shocked to see the culture of the city when I saw at first instance.Slowly I accustomed to this culture and 1 day I.e on July 24th when I was browsing through internet I found details of call girls and I was tempted to go.Obviously there is no one around me to say that was a mistake.That leads to my first sexual encounter and that too with a call girl.Though I think I had protected sex I started to develop illness from the next week.At that point I was really scared about hiv and I had a rapid test for hiv on 10 days post exposure.The result came within 4 days.I bet you that I was now alive only as the test was negative.I was so scared at that time and I even made arrangements to commit suicide if the test was positive.
As the days passed by,some painless rashes keep on coming on by body and there are disappearing themselves.I again retested for 88 days and I thank god as it was negative.Actually the window period for test is 90 days and as I am unable to control my curiosity I took it 2 days before.All these 3 months I was **** scared and I am feeling guilty on myself.I couldn't concentrate on my job as well as I was unable to communicate properly with my parents.I haven't told this story to anyone directly.Now I don't know whether I have hiv or not.But I can't imagine or handle the stress I am feeling at this point of time.I humbly request all of you to please help me and suggest me something .Thanking you in advance

[abhay245]

Hiv is not the only std... there r others too though harmless one... go google some good doctors...