[rajiv0705]

I'm 24 year old male.I was very happy before 3 year ago. I had good face, good body.nice personality etc.3 year ago I completing my graduation and after 4 month I got know I am suffering from disease called macular degeneration related eye retina disease.but before I know it, its to late I already lost my 80 percentage eye sight in my one eye and it become irrevocable.there is noway to get vision back my doctor sad.from that day I was in depression and lost my confidence. But when I know I am suffering from disease it also started in second eye.I went to doctor she said you can't recover the vision of your left eye but we try to prevent the second eye and I started taking medicine but the medicine have many side effect like pimples in face and upper body and stretch mark its look too ugly etc,I took medicine for 2 year with lots of tests doctor suggest me to stop taking medicine but after some time it start again same happen again but this time I lost my some vision and it becoming worse day by day and today I also lost my 50 percent eye sight in another eye.I spends lots of money on medicine doctor fee, tests etc. does not working anything.I want to help my dad but I cant.today my friends are working in multinational companies and many of them getting married and I was setting at home. I'm not able to do any work for my living I'm dependent on other.thats way I think every do to die.now I decided to die...

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Life has a funny way of balancing things out, if you give up now you won't get to enjoy what life has on offer for you.

Have you ever had counselling?

What you though about retraining for a new career?

People with disabilities new and old start over all the time, you won't know until you try.

Check out local colleges in your area, counselling session.

Look up the any societies that may be able to help you.