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She sent me aemail I haven't talked to her for 2 months she wrote merry christmas happy new year a special new year ihave always wanted the best for you I wish we could talk you might contact me feb 8 I still love you love always,

[Cat1864]

I am not certain if you finished saying what you wanted to or if something happened in the posting. If you would please finish asking your question it would be a big help in knowing what advice to give you. Also, please use punctuation, it helps convey meaning and tone in written works.

Is this your girlfriend/ex-girlfriend or a friend you lost touch with? If she was your girlfriend, did you break up two months ago or did communications taper off for no real reason?

Thank you.

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We separated after a fight.we had separated every week it seemed.we did that for three years.she left me every time,we had times being in love we had love between us but it had been messy at times,she had a tough past to get over but I had always felt in my heart we had to go through it.I always looked toward a payoff of it getting better.I had been sober for three years she supported me dearly.iam sober now.that being something I have been been put forth a lot of effort to recover myself.I found myself and have been present for a number of days.I found a job yesterday.1 month she contacted me,I didn't reply.today I long for her at times but I also sense she dose to.I feel a connection still.I am loving my life,I want her in it but I feel I need more time.its my hope she gets something out of this time to.and I hope she has some of the realizations about us and her self.I really needed it.with all the times we separated in the past, I only want to be sure of her and for her to be sure of her self.as long as I known her she has always been insucure at times.we both worked on communication studding men are from mars women are from venos,to help our relationship.I love her but we need trust and respect to stick and strenthen.she als said in the letter that she wanted to talk feb 8.can I really believe her at this point what do you yhink I should do?

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We separated after a fight.my girlfriend is a little insucure.she returned my phone and all the letters I wrote her in the three years we were together.and told her friend she was going to be done with it.I felt at the moment when I received the letters back,that she was angry and she only was puttting it on me.I didn't take it seriously,it just didt feel that way.arter 1 month went by. I was and had been thinking about her sad mad,depressed I miss her longed for her,wondered how she was doing,prayed for her wrote her letters talked to her as if she could hear me.mean while I work really hard finding myself,with success!my intrests came back my emotions leveled out,some other really possitive things like a new job and friends came into my life.so about a week later she contacted me via chat line,I didn't accept.dont get me wrong but being with her for three years I never got the impression she would ever get out of leaving me weekly.