[gara]

Hi . My name is Gara , and I'm 20 years old , I graduate from high school three years ago , because I was working as Human resource now for three years and half , all my friends in high school they all left studying in abroad , while I stayed and worked , well my financail proplem couldn't let me go and study , and I was so depress about it , my friends study in place that make them go have fun and study in the same time , their pictures in the Facebook kills me , while I'm living in country that no fun or any thing around, the only thing that is bothering me these days it's , why in the world I can't study! so I decided to get a car and study in perfect school that I found to get diploma , I felt like I'm looser, until I found out that my working exprince can make me better in the future, because some of my friends already finsihed their studys, and they are sitting in the house because they couldn't find a job because of work expirncess years they don't have, I don't know some how I'm thinking myself as looser, and some how I'm cheerfull because I work and I'm only 20 years in one of the best companys in human resources , so please help me out and cheer me up guys? I really need you , I felt like I wasted three years.