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MickeyBeck · Oct 17, 2010, 02:50 PM

Hey my name is Mickey and I have been dealing with having psychic abilities since around 2004. It happen when I was a member of a christian church and had a thought/prophecy that god was going to prepare me for marriage. I had thoughts, feelings, things where I would be talking to someone/watching a TV show or readying and something like that would happen with the guy. Well I meet him and nothing happened. Just me believing he was my husband and having the same things listen above saying he is the one. I ended up leaving christianity after nothing happened, but still had the symptoms. The only thing is I don't believe it's so much being psychic as it's being what I call "cursed" from the church. Nothing good ever happens to me, it threatens my friends will leave me and die. It has threatened my life and has told me I am partly going through this for marriage. It has said/made me feel that it will come in three's that I will have one man break my heart and another come and be the one each time. It's not something I can take control of cause every time I try it doesn't do anything. It has given me obssessive compolsive disorder symptoms telling me if I do do something from putting on clothes to getting out of a chair/bed to how I walk to how I talk/word my words. Even typing this I am being told to say this or that to help you to understand fully what I am going through. I don't have money, I've been sick for the past few years with my thyroid and having polly cystic ovarian syndrome that deals with a girls period which deals with hormones. I've been low on energy, haven't been able to lose weight, and so on. I lost my dad around the end or 07 before I knew what was going on and it has told me it is going to turn me against him. He is the reason I have fought to keep going, but I can't keep going on dealing with this. Please if you can help me and/or know anyone who can please. Thanks.

MickeyBeck · Oct 23, 2010, 11:53 PM

My only problem is the problem is a direct connection with god. I have prayed and asked for signs and everything turns out that it's my fault for leaving the cult. I know another reason is cause I am meant to put a stop to the religious abuse that is going on and has taken so many lives cause they rebelled and got deep into it. It/god keeps telling me I am meant to go through this to make me stronger which all it's doing is pushing me to hurt the cult. I mean it's threatening me that it's going to kill me and my friends. It already took my Daddy. The one person who would have helped me stop this.

keltay · Oct 27, 2010, 03:00 PM

Perhaps your faith is being tested. You should do what God in your heart tells you. He wouldn't put you through anything that you could not live through I am a strong believer in God and I honestly think he is seeing how far your faith in him is maybe you should pray more and talk to him. Ask him to help you with these things you'd be surprised. I am a christian by the way.

keltay · Oct 27, 2010, 03:02 PM

And have had him help me through things I thought I could never live through. Trust me I know he can help you:)

MickeyBeck · Oct 27, 2010, 04:15 PM

Well see that is mean cause a person should never have to go through hard times and you can't say that with people killing themselves from being given too much. I know first hand. I am opening a site to help stop religious abuse. It's the real evil that me as well as others that have had to go through that have made this wrong bad. Telling us we shouldn't have human emotions, sex before marriage/marriage, drink(which some say is wrong cause it can lead to getting drunk), smoking(cause it deals with your "body is a temple". have a mind of your own, and being a woman dude to say it's our fault that everyone fall into sin is wrong. It's bullying and it's the real evil.

keltay · Oct 27, 2010, 08:46 PM

okay well you don't fully understand it. All sin is are bad choices that we make, and they can be forgiven, God never asked anyone to be perfect, that's why Jesus Christ took a lot of torture and got nailed to the cross for us. You are making it out like we are one big cult and we are evil and we have no human emotions, actually you are allowed to have emotions God made those so we can feel things like love happy sad and whatever otherones, all the things you said up there are definatley not true about God or the religion of christianity. There is no such thing as religious abuse if someone thinks that there is then they are putting it on themselves or they don't understand. I just know that I have believed in God all my life and I know for a fact that christianity is not the source of religious abuse that's people who create that. So how mean of you to insult me like that :( and I'm sorry if you thought I was mean I was only trying to help you.

MickeyBeck · Oct 27, 2010, 08:58 PM

Considering what has happened to me and others I can say yes there is religious abuse. Even people in churches believe in that. It's mean what is happening to people like me all over the world who go into churches because we are promised a better life and all we get is tested and tried and being told god is doing this for our own good. Well it's like telling a child "You don't treat people mean" and then telling them "God lets up go through hardtimes for a reason". What you are saying is you should treat people mean cause it's god helping them become better people. But people are dead from hardtimes that god put them through to help make them better. Look at all the kids who had bad childhoods and went on to become murders. God is said to protect kids and yet they are ending up getting abused and beating and never recover. A person should not have to believe in anything to become a better person or for a being to help them. That is mean!