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I'm so tired and hurt :( I want my sweetheart bak
Guys help me I had a boy friend we really loved each other we stayed 2gthr for 2 yrs I was really crazy about him we were really happy together we used to hang out 2gthr 24/7 I knew his family and he did 2.. Suddenly he went to study in the us since he went there he has changed a lot he stop textin me or calling he texted me once a day and that was really painful seeing him moving away we still talked but we were not close that much.. each time he has a holiday he travels bak to kuwait.. anyway he came bak to kuwait and I waited so long for him real really missed him! Suddenly he calls and tell me that while he was in the us I cheated over him and I never even cheated or thought about cheatin over him I was shocked how come HE doesn't trust ME I was mad I hanged out the phone and decided to meet him we met and talked and I said to him that we need to end this! He refused but at that time I was so mad I didn't even think of what a huge mistake I'm doing we broke up he called me in the first week but I ignored him then later after 5 mnths he called again I still rejected him then after a year I never ansrd him! So once he came online he talked to me so I decided to rply and I said that its better for us to stay friends he agreed he talked as a friend but then I don't know why he stopped asking for a while then I knew that he went bak to the states and never asked! I still loved him but he never knew that I did and now he added me as friend in his blackberry friend list.. I was kind of shocked because he stopped talking for a while I was soooo happy no one can imagine how happy I was because he's the guy which I love I was so desperate to have him bak and the first thing I did was tell him that I really missed him he replied and said that he missed me 2 but the prob is I felt that he doesn't talk to me only if I did.. so I sent him a message and said you know I'm still in love with you and I'm crazy about u he was like what! I asked what's wrong he said I'm just shocked then he stop talking and since that day he stopped talking to me.. is telling him that I still love him wrong? I just don't know what to do I'm so confused I tried to forget him and move on but I can't he's a part of me he's my soul I can't get him out of my mind even if he lives in the states and far away from my eyes but he's still in my heart I never want to know anyone but him and each time I think that were not 2gthr I go insane plzz help tell me what to do I want him :'( I don't know if he still loves me or if he's over me and moved on I don't know if he's still intrested I would like to know him again he's my life he's the air which I breath that guy is my soul how can I get him bak
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