Originally Posted by
polyandry
I really don't believe that people can remain faithful.
Well, here is the problem.
Don't punish others for the mistakes you have made in the past. Having been cheated on by two great loves, I recovered, rebuilt, and trusted again.
If I went nuts every time my wife went overseas or to the coast, where I know men are going to approach her, proposition her, and flirt with her... well, it would be no way to live.
Short answer is that he can do nothing to prove anything. Trust starts with you. Sure, another can break that trust... but until you are willing to let go, willing to risk being hurt as you've hurt others, willing to forgive yourself for the past and not choose to repeat it... how can you be assured of anything?
So... you cheated in the past. Why? Its not a rhetorical or judging question. Why did you cheat? Bored in the relationship? It happens. Was the relationship was fine but you liked the thrill of anothers touch? Liked the sneaking? Needed different attention? Liked the comfort of a relationship when you weren't ready to be in one?
There should be reasons you can find that bring you to understanding why you acted on your impulses.
So... the trick isn't to find a guy who pines for nobody but you. Your boyfriend is going to meet and see women he is going to be attracted to. He's human.
I know my wife will be around men who wine and dine her. She is beautiful, smart, successful, and in a power position in a male dominated field. Guys are after her when she travels.
Mkay.
I'm a jealous guy but my trust in her is just big enough to trump my desire to put a guy through a wall.
Instead of anger, I find comfort and pride in knowing she chooses be with me, chooses to come home, be faithful.
But, as I said, it doesn't start with her... it starts with me. I had to come to peace with the noise of the past... and that took time, some failures, some dumb moves, some breakups... eventually it gets boring as hell to distrust, be anxious...
So... time to think about what went wrong before... what is different (or not) now...
Perhaps you just aren't ready to be in a monogamous relationship. Again... it happens. Just don't punish others for your position or feelings.
If you can't trust him because you can't believe hed be faithful to you (or that you are worthy of his being true) you might need to step back.