[kbabiieeex]

Let me just start by saying I'm 15, and I really need some opinions on what I'm about to say. =\

My boyfriend and I have been together for six months. I know that's not really a long time, but when I first started dating him, I really truly loved him. Well he has some problems with drugs, his parents sent him to boarding school because of it. He used to come home every single weekend to see me, and during the summer we saw each other everyday. So only seeing him once or twice a week was bad enough. While he was at boarding school, he was not able to do any drugs, so every week when he came home he would go into town with some of his friends and do them there. I don't drink, or smoke, and I told him that I don't want to be around him when he does them, that's why I don't go into town with him. A couple of weeks ago we were supposed to go to the mall and see a movie. He said his parents could drive us because they were already planning on going too for christmas presents or something. Well that night I called him and asked what time we were going and he said he didn't know because he was in town with his friends and his parents already left. So I wound up not being able to see him. That night I found out he has overdosed on E and was taken to the hospital. Luckily he lived but his parents then sent him to rehab for like two weeks. Now in the past, there have been a couple of times where his parents didn't want to drive all the Way up to his boarding school to bring him home and on those weeks I would always get upset because I really missed him. But anyway. The town, rehab, hospital thing was like a 4 week long period, and I started not really missing him anymore. I couldn't talk to him, and I couldn't see him. I kind of stopped missing him and stopped thinking about him, and I don't know if I love him anymore. He's constantly choosing drugs over me and last week he came home for the first time and I wasn't allowed to see him because I was grounded. Since then, we haven't talked, he hasn't answered his phone, and now it's off.. My birthdays tomorrow and he promised he would be there. I guess now he's not and I don't really care about not seeing him anymore. Idk what I should do. Does anyone have any ideas of what I should do? I really need help. I don't know if I will start liking him again once I see him or not, but can someone please tell me their opinions?

[NoDivision]

Hey, let me start by saying, I'm 16. I just turned 16 on the third of December.
So take this from a person who can understand how you feel. This guy obviously cares more about his, "addiction" than girl who is willing to be there for him. He doesn't see how great you are and I doubt he ever will. That is, until you leave him and move on. Which you already are. Your losing interest in him. He doesn't care for you like you for him. You seem like a girl with a good head on her shoulders. Do you really want to be involved with a guy like this? Btw I'm a guy. So if he's like a lot of guys, he'll either realize what he had was gone and wake up, or not care. If you love someone, and the times call for it, let them go. If they come back they were always yours. Ring someone who cares for you. It'll fell a lot better.