[hate_and_love]

It just seems to be the same thing over and over again. In my school it's always about the fashion this or the hot guy over there. I don't hang out on the computer all the time on the weekends I'm always out most of the time,just like a normal kid. In the weekdays I due stay on the computer or at home but I'll tell you why later.Maybe it's because of school I think everything is boring. Maybe the boring classes and the boring homework that makes life a little more boing as well. Another thing is that I always get sick of something! I mean just a 2 days ago I went to the doctors and I was diagnosied with a diease. It has something to do with not being able to move my knee properly due to the fact it swells up and I must go to physical therapy for it. I also have an eye diease that makes me a bit blinder each year. And as well as a bone missing in my foot that costs me to not be able to walk or run like normal kids due,plus it also makes me tried faster then normal kids due as well. Those are the reasons I can't really due much outdoors activities,I'm scared I may hurt my legs or my feet. Now I can't eat properly anymore because I fell like I'm stuffing myself with food by just eating a normal sandwich. It's just sucks getting sick all the time and not being able to do anything about it! Maybe that's another reason why I think life is so boring I mean it's just so bleh :P It's just comes and goes nothing seems intersting anymore and I'm always tried and weak because of my werid problems in my body. To me this doesn't seem normal because all the kids in my school seems so filled with life and that annoys me. I always think "How can they be so happy living the same thing over and over again.." My birthday was just yesterday and I didn't care. To me it was just another boring day,even though people said "Happy birthday" to me and everything, it just seemed so damn pointless. Is it normal for a 14 year old girl to think life is so boring and pointless or maybe I'm just being sort of emoish as they say in my school and get over it.

[Clough]

Hi, hate_and_love!

Sure, at age 14 it's not unusual to think that things might be boring and pointless. At that age, a person can start to wonder and really question about why the way things are and what the point is to them even being a certain way in the first place.

It doesn't sound to me like you have a boring life! Sounds to me like you have quite a bit going on in your life!

Do you sing, play a musical instrument or maybe into any performing arts of any kind like dance and theater?

Thanks!