[thinkme]

I’m kind of lost in every part of my life, love, work, friends and family.
(For love I’m 23 and still single and virgin)

First it’s started when the love of my life left me 2 and a half year ago, and I still think about her and miss her a lot. And what frustrate me in that is that she told all kind of bad thing to our common friends and they never asked me my version of the story, just like they don’t care. And I know they talk in my back about this and others things. And one thing she said is that apparently I didn’t want to go anymore in any of her family party, that’s is totally false, I only missed one because it was for Christmas and me family party was at the same date as her and we where supposed to go in one of her family party but she left me 1 day before so I didn’t go, d’ah!!

And an other thing is that I supposedly didn’t want to do anything with her anymore and my friend thing the same thing because when they talk about that in my back they said “I understand her, he never do anything with her”. But none of them know the surprises I was going to do with her if she would have waited some day, valentine days was coming. I wanted to go see her favorite music group with her, we talked about taking dance lessons but never do so I was looking for that, and I was looking to make a big trip, just me and her, I was looking different place but mostly Italy. And would have planned many more surprise. The principle of a surprise is not to tell anything until the time as come? If they know that maybe they will stop saying those thing and want to know me version, but it’s to late I can’t just tell that from nowhere 2 and a half year later.

And at work I made the mistake of making my boss hired one of my friend. Now is taking all the place, he got everything, he got a promotion and advantage and not me. I wish I never made him enter. And now that he see me every days he just have more thing to tell in my back to my others friends.

Just a little example, on Facebook there is an application where you vote which one of your friend is the most associated with the given affirmation. And to my friend I’m the less likely to succeed and less merriest.

And for family I fell like I’m the stranger in family. I don’t know how to be close of my cousins, my sister don’t have any problem she talk a lot to them. Most of time I’m alone in my corner.

Help me please

[hard_times]

OK after deciphering through your grammactical errors lol:o this does sound unfortuanate, you never said how long you were together? Was through religion you never got physical with her? What ever the reason, she was definantly not the right one for you, if she culdnt respect your need to take things slow. Its also been along time since you were with her! You must move on! Get talking to other girls and your soon realise you've been a bit silly holding onto a memory with someone so long ago, who doesn't sound like a very nice person.

[talaniman]

Your still pining for a female that dumped you 2 and a half YEARS AGO??

Your have friends talking behind your back??

Nobody loves you??

Your lonely because you have allowed self pity to crush your self esteem, and your to lazy to love yourself enough, so that you can get busy, building a life that you enjoy.

Do you have a spiritual, or religious adviser??