[iloveyoubaby]

There's this guy that I met last year around September.
We use to talk before that and everything but last year he came to see me at a party
And since that day he started falling for me.
Now he was the type of guy that would hook up and do with a girl den fuk her off.
But with me it was different.

Since that night he started calling me.. and we'd talk about everything.
Even how he's girlfriend past away (she was my friend)..
And he told me how he had never talked about it with anyone.

He fell for me and I was the first girl he had ever said I love you too.
He did everything for me he was the best guy ever.
Everyone realized how much he had changed..
But I didn't :S
He asked me out so many times almost everyday!
And I kept saying n0o because I liked him so so muchh and I was scared of
Getting hurt.
He would cry like a little baby.
Beg me to just see him for an hour even..
And he'd call my bestfrriend cryink and asking her what to do because I didn't want to be wit him.


As time past we started to fyte and the fytes were really bad.
Den this girl started tlkin to him.. (she wanted him)
And I told him to her to bak off and he did but she wouldn't.
So I felt like I couldn't really win because she was prettyier than me..
But that didn't matter to him..
He didn't want her he told me that I was the one for him.

But I was just too jealous.
So him and I started to drift apart...
He got sik of the fytes I guess. ):

And him and that girl got closer and closer and now are bestfriends like he would say..
I hadn't seen him since febrauray this year but he would call mee and ask me to meet up
And stuff but I would say n0o. Because I felt like I would just fall for him more than what I already havee.

And just recently him and that girl started dating.. but he broke up with her after two days
Because he said they're better of as friends.

A few days ago..
I was out with a girlfriend and I called him to meet up.. and he said he can come after an hour
Because he was going to hiz mates house..
But I told him dw another time den
Half an hour later he calls and asks where I am and when I told him
He said he's going to be there soon and to wait for him.
While he was driving to come see mee
I was on the fone to him..
And he told me how him and that girl dated for a bit and how their fyting now because
He doesn't want to be with her and that he just wants to be friends.

When he got there I got out of the car and went and said hello.
He got out hugged me sooo tighttttttttttttttttttttttt and kissed me a million times on the cheek
Den we went bak into ma friends car and we both sat at the back.
He was holding my hand and kissing my cheeeekks and huggingg meee
Like we were together. And he told me how much he had missed me.
We started talking about the past and how that girl was the cause of us drifting apart.
And how he would kiss every girl there is.. even when we were seeink each other..
And he said that he made all those things up to piss me off because he was upset at me.
He was sayink how he had changed and that he doesn't o that a lot anymore..
And everything and I told him that I didn't care..
And he goes that we haven't kissed yet so that's not every girl in the world that he's kissed
And I said that I would never kiss him because id be just another girl on hiz list even back when we were seeink each other.
He said that.. I wouldn't be because I was different to the other girls and it would have meant something..
And even if we kissed now it would still be different, but he said that he wouldn't because
He thort that if he kissed me that I would fall for him again.
We argued and everything and den I got out of the car den he came after me and carried me back to the car and when we went inside he was hugging me and he said don't go back outside I don't want you gettink sik its cold outside.
He was so adorable when he kissing me on the cheek the forehead and everythingg.
He was holding my handd..
Like the old times.. but that's how we are whenever we see each other its such a beautiful feelingg.

I asked him why he broke things off with that girl and he said because he only wants to be friends with her and she was the one that said they shuld start seeink each other..
And he said maybe but she thort that their together.. but he ended it after two days..
And den I go I fort you loved her.. and he goes yeah I d0 but as my best friend nothing more.
Den later he was kissing my cheeks again and den he finally kissed me on the lipsss.
Den I go I told you I wouldn't fall for you again..
And den he smiled and den I walked him bak to his car and den he hugged mee
And kissed me on the forehead. Den he held my face with both of hiz hands
And he said..
I promise you that I won't let it be this long till I see you again and he kissed me again and
Hugged me and got into the car,
And when me and my friend drove off he msgd me happy birthday because that nyte was my birthday.



Ps: he told me that he still has my teddy that I gave himm.. and it still smeellls like me.
I gave him that teddy October last year and he still has it. And he even sleeps with it
Sometimes. ):
I love him so muchh.
I dunn0o what to do
I just want to be with him/

I really need him back.
Please help meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!
Because he is the only guy I can truly say I love you to and actually mean it.
And the love he gave me.. I haven't been able to find it with any other guy.


And when him and that girl were together he called me too meet you with him but I said n0o again!
So I dunn0 what to do!
Please help meee!
I want him back he made me so happpyyyyyy. No other guy has ever made me feel this way
And no matter who I'm with I always wish that it was him ):

I love him!
Help me ):

[SweetDee]

Sounds like you're TERRIFIED of getting your heart broken to the point where you take ZERO risks. Do you really believe that you are that fragile that if you do date him, and God forbid he does break your heart, that you wouldn't be able to handle it?

I honestly think that till you trust yourself more and your ability to deal w/ disappointment, you have no business being in a relationship. You're not ready till you trust your ability to handle disappointment.

In life there are risks of the heart. If you don't take them the possibility of missing out on something that could have been so much fun is not really living.

You will have all kinds of risks in your life, from love to career to friendship, even children... it's all a gamble and there are no guarantees.

If you can't deal w/ a negative consequence... then you need to leave him alone.. If you can manage to look at a negative consequence in a way that is not debilitating or unhealthy then you can be confident that it will be fun and you will handle it.

Perhaps you need time to figure yourself out... xo

[SweetDee]

Then do it...

You already know that he's into you.

[iloveyoubaby]

Then do it...

You already know that he's into you.

I don't think he's into me..
In fact I saw him with a girl on the train yestoday when I was comink back from work
He didn't see me.
Thank god for that because it would have been so awkward.
He told me he had changed.
But I guess he lied.
But him and I are friends
So I guess he doesn't owe me anything he can do what he likes
But I need to know how to get him baCK
SO please help.

[JBeaucaire]

Have you been dreaming of having a boyfriend who also dated other girls at the same time as you? That's what you're longing for? Really?

Are you asking just how to get him back, or how to get him back AND have him completely change to be faithful to only you? That's two different questions. Which are you asking?