[crazyboutyu22]

I've been really depressed lately and I think the main reason is because of my parents I mean my mom is a complete to me she is always putting me down and everything about school appearance and friends and the ones that she thinks is so bad is nothing and I mean really nothing I mean no matter how hard I do try in school she really does not give a and its never good enough for her so it has made me get the attitude of why try no matter what I do its never good for her. She always calls me an ungrateful when I'm not like whenever she is doing something that looks like she might need help I offer to help her but she says no and then yells at me later for never helping out.. then she never believes me for anything I say to her telling me no matter what I do I lie to her and its not true I have not lied to my mom to loose her trust since freshman year and she says she can't trust me cause I always lie to her and then she tells me things that I have lied to her about that was never a lie and its making me really mad no matter what I say to fix it it don't help. And then there is my dad and he is never around he never calls I don't think that I have talked to him since my birthday witch was last November not even for christmas did he call or anything I never seem I haven't seen him in 2 years at the least and I really don't get why he does not care about me.. I've been so depressed the last few days that all I have wanted to do was die.. I've been driving more hoping that ill get in a car wreck or something so that I can see who really cares I really don't think anyone would care if I died and that's all I want to do right now. I don't know where to go anymore what to do everything is just becoming too much for me all I do is cry I can't do it anymore please please please help me somebodyyy please

[COOKIE MONSTER]

I'm sorry but one minute your saying your mum and dad are saying you've got good grades and now your saying that you haven't spoke to your dad since November how are we serposed to help? We have to no what's going on to beable to help

Go to your doctors and tell her how you feel she can help you with how your feeling about suicide you need to look at the brighter things in life not all the bad things