[hollyoaks]

I posted on here this back in February.diagnosed with dysthmia last year.overdosed ended up in mental hospital.been depressed all my life apart from the odd day or week.I thought it was normal because id always felt that way.anyway I was wary of anti depressents but I got some good advice from people on here.so my doc tried lofepramine.started at 70 mg for the first week.by the end of the secound week still I was on 140 mg.I had no side effects at all and I was feeling better than I had ever felt.coundt believe it.the diference between how I am now and how I normallly am is amazing.into the 3rd week things started going bad.nausea shaking sweating among others kicked in.but worst of all I started getting these awful intense feelings in my stomach.all am doing for the most of the day is lying down suffering.even been crying.ive tried to battle on but if anything feelings getting worse.somthing I never do even with my depression.started getting bizarre thoughts plus feeling sucidal.whats happening.I do not feel depressed this last number of weeks am depresion free.but I can't take these feelings any more.so unfair looked like id found a drug that could be helpening now I will have to stop it.