Thanks, Califdadof3. Your comments are useful. Now I see what you are saying about obeying the custody agreement. Ours isn't technically court ordered, I guess, because we've done everything through mediation. But it's true that I gave in because I was afraid of appearing bad to a judge if I didn't give him the kids half time this last week and we ever did end up in court, which he threatened by way of the kids (yes, pawns). Our written agreement (MSA) says he gets half of all school vacations and weekends, but, of course, he's never taken them during spring break before (in 18 years) and I wanted them, so I just planned without thinking about that. It looks dumb in retrospect, but it seemed reasonable based on previous experience. Maybe the MSA is court ordered by definition...
I'm surprised I haven't heard of Kidsturn. It's sounds really good. It's just barely out of my area. Even if they would take us, it sounds like it would be too far. I doubt my ex would even drive so far for 6 weeks. I'm immediately south of the Bay Area. Kidsturn has lots of good links to other organizations.. . But now that I check them out, NONE of them seems to have any chapters near me. What is it about this county?
Your point about my ex not wanting to move the relationship to a business one is on the mark. That has been a problem in the past. He was very upset when I said I didn't want to be best friends, but just respectful business partners. But I thought we had got past that a while ago. He has had a steady girlfriend since a year after the divorce, so I thought he would stop looking for so much attention from me by now. But he still wants to have long chats. When I have time and I'm in the mood and he's not trying to pick a fight, it's fine, but often I don't have time or inclination or he is trying to tear me down, and he becomes very angry if I say I won't talk to him. I have taken to making sure he knows why I don't have time to talk to him. That helps, but I don't think I should have to justify not wanting to spend 15 -60 minutes talking to him in the middle of a busy day!
With him there is always some huge problem with the kids that only talking to me can solve. If I persuade him that there's no problem or that we can solve it, he immediately moves down his list to something else. The kids feel like they can never please their dad, and lately, maybe me, too. I think I'd be a better parent without his influence. But, at the same time, I feel obliged to tell him what's happening with his kids. That's supposedly the right thing to do.
Yeah. I wish there was a group for divorced parents around here! I'll keep looking...
Thanks again. Sorry to go on so long!
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