[Jujugirl]

:confused: Okay So I'm 15 and my ex boyfriend( Justin) and I are very close.

he was my first real boyfriend
and we went out for 15 months.

he broke up with me to go out with another girl and I was devastated.
I gave up everything for him and he left me. Justin and I decided to be best friends because we were so close. We always have been. He's always there for me and I'm always there for him... we kept our friendship a secret because the girl he left me for hated me. During this whole time I was still in love with him.. I always have been... My freshman year I finally got a new boyfriend tim who brought me out of my heartbreak and showed me that I can love. Tim and I broke up two months later. I just recently heard that justin got jelouse and was hurt when he saw me with tim. Justin and I have always loved each other.

Justin and his GF broke up at the end of last year ( freshman year).


Over the summer justin and I reconnected.
I love him so much. We decided to be best friends all throughout high school.
and a little bit of bennfit. Just as kissing and hugging and holding each other. No sex anymore. Anyway we decided we're definetally getting back together after high school.
right now he wants to have fun. But all the time he tells me he loves me and that he needs me in his life blah blah blah...


the thing is
I have such strong feelings for him.
I don't know if I can handle being just best friends.
I want to be more.
but I don't know.
I'm so confused.

I want to be with him so bad.
I've never fully let go of him
anyway
he tells me I'm important
but now he likes this girl named melissa.
she's sweet and he holds hands with her at school.
it hurts me every time I see it.
but he did tell me that he wanted to date around and have fun.
and I don't blame him
we're only 15.
we shuld be having fun and dating around (not sleeping around)
but just have fun..

and I try.
but all I think about is him..


I know this sounds pathetic.
but help?

=/

[NalvaBabii]

smile because at least u still have him in your life =] but I know how u feel because I was your age once lol. Your right, your still young and u should be having fun and not worrying about this stuff but at the same time it still hurts because u love him. Do you tell him that you still love him? Maybe that would make a difference. But hoestly you should at least TRY to move on and if you can't then tell him how u feel and tell him that u can't just b his friend because u want so much more. And I don't think tha whole "friends w/ benefits" is a good idea because its going to make u want him even more and make it even harder to let go. Just try keeping busy to take your mind off him and if u can, stay away for a while to see if u can get over him... good luck and if u need anymore advice I'm here =] because I know how it feels because I been through it before

[mckenzie134]

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