[AmberS]

When I first met E he was kind of shy and I was too. We talked on the phone mostly and we went threw the same thing with our exs. I was in a controlling relationship and from what he told me he was too it was 6 months ago since mine ended but only 3 months when his ended.I thought that was a problem,but I didn't let it get to me cause I liked him. This is how we started on a bad track,me, I got me ex boyfriend ''J'' car and drove it to E's house because me and he had a disagreement.I told him I was sorry and thought all games where over.But they wasn't. Months later I became pregnant, we had an argument, I told him to leave and that I hated him don't ever come back and la la la. He took what I said and ran with it he went on his birthday weekend not even a day after we were mad at each other, no that same day he went to his other baby mamma house and had sex with her then when I did get back in touch with him that Monday he felt guilty he said and he told me only that he kissed her. I knew it was lie but 3 months passed by and I tried to believe but I didn't so I called his baby mamma up played on her phone a little to get her mad enough to tell it all. And what did she do? Told it all. This is 3 months after the ''kiss'' happened. He took 3 months to come up front with it and he was't the first to tell me,she did. But this is the time me and him were surpose to get married a week from the day I found out. That wedding date was off. Now me and him are still going through ups and down like any other relationship but now he isn't acting like the man I met. He use to know GOD now he's acting like a nigga on the grind again. He use to talk to me even when he didn't want to.He use to care. I'm pregnant again with our 2nd child together and he doesn't have sex with me but once a month or zero times a month. He says it's because he doesn't want our second child to come out like our first with sickle cell disease. I don't know how true that is but I'm filling a since of no love anymore I'm I right?:confused:

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He use to know GOD

I guess I missed that knowing God thing with his behavior of use the people in his life and have a bunch of kids with different unwed mothers.

It's a shame that once again more children who did not ask for this asinine drama in there lives are now forced to live with it because neither parent could think beyond there own little lives and how their behavior would effect the most innocent.

To answer your question, No he doesn't love you, so start loving yourself and leave this BS behind and find a better future for you and you little one.