[startover22]

Well Thanks Friend! I almost do sometimes, but there are so many people over there at one time sometimes, its good to just let them do their thing!;)
AND, I haven't read the whole gosh dern thing, just bits and pieces, I like to know what the hell I am talking about, you know? Heehee
I went for a dress today, and took my daughter to get hers too, we came back with undies, socks, a few shirts and she got a pair of jeans and shoes... NO FARKIN' DRESSES! It doesn't help that we both hate dresses, I think we may have to settle for a pretty top with a skirt! Oh gosh where are the girls when you need em'?? I seriously have been working am azz off for the family reunion, I suppose I am going to have to start the cardio crap and we all know that Starty has to quit smokin altogether for that, so if I do, I am going to be the "new" ee stary... you guys hang in there, I will return as soon as I see more results from working out! My bub bye arm is gone though, those push ups can really do wonders, damn... I should take a gosh darn pic... LMAO
K, done... hugs and lots a love to you all! ;)

[startover22]

Thanks again everyone,

I'm going to jump in the shower and try to get to sleep. I need to get up for work in about 5 hours...so I need some rest. Hopefully I'll feel a lot better, but that drinking part i mentioned puts a pit in my stomach everytime it comes back into my mind. I dont know why....

Thanks again, you don't know how much I appreciate having someone just to talk to. Keeping this sort of thing bottled up isn't healthy...

Good night

Night Biggie;) you are doing fine! You are going to make it through! You are strong even when you feel a little weak. It is all going to be OK with more time love!

[startover22]

Well Thanks Friend! I almost do sometimes, but there are so many people over there at one time sometimes, its good to just let them do their thing!;)
AND, I haven't read the whole gosh dern thing, just bits and peices, I like to know what the hell i am talking about, ya know? Heehee
I went for a dress today, and took my daughter to get hers too, we came back with undies, socks, a few shirts and she got a pair of jeans and shoes......NO FARKIN' DRESSES!! It doesnt help that we both hate dresses, I think we may have to settle for a pretty top with a skirt! Oh gosh where are the girls when ya need em'??? I seriously have been working am azz off for the family reunion, I suppose I am gonna have to start the cardio crap and we all know that Starty has to quit smokin altogether for that, so if i do, i am gonna be the "new" ee stary...you guys hang in there, I will return as soon as I see more results from working out! My bub bye arm is gone though, those push ups can really do wonders, damn.....I should take a gosh darn pic...LMAO
K, done...hugs and lots a love to you all!!;)

Did I tell you guys that we left at 12:30 and just got back around 9 pm..?

[friend4u178]

Hey all,

Lol thanks for the reference friend, I think im calming down. I appreciate the help..

Hey its no problem mate , you've become part of our little family now.

Right guys :)

[starbuck8]

Just throw those smokes out Starty! *smoke wafting through the air* :p I'm sure not one for any advice there! Those buh bye arms do provide a bit of a fan motion to cool you off in the summer though! LOLOL!

[friend4u178]

Did i tell you guys that we left at 12:30 and just got back around 9 pm.....???

LOL... thats a lot of shopping starty :)

[startover22]

Hey its no problem mate , you've become part of our little family now.

Right guys :)

For sure! If he can take being called a cry baby from me, he is in! :D
AND dish it right back out, yup, stuck with us sweet BIGGIE! :)

[bigbird213]

Hehe,

Thanks guys. Its just one of those times in life when you say: "Why did I do that, life would be so much easier if I didn't do that".

I guess at the same time those are the times when you learn and grow the most...

[starbuck8]

Hey its no problem mate , you've become part of our little family now.

Right guys :)

Abso-freakin-lutely! ;) See, I bring over the good recruits! Biggie is one of us now... mwaahahaha!

You went shopping for almost 9 hrs Starty?? That's m'girl! HAHA!

[startover22]

Just throw those smokes out Starty!! *smoke wafting thru the air* :p I'm sure not one for any advice there! Those buh bye arms do provide a bit of a fan motion to cool you off in the summer though! LOLOL!!

When you going to quit? See I am a closet smoker and only when I came on this site did I first tell anyone that I did smoke. I don't want to smoke, I hate it, I love it, I hate it, I love it...
I have been smoking for more than half my life, since I was 13 or something like that...
I don't want to anymore... I don't smoke much but still, I don't want to anymore. I want ot, I don't want to , I want to... LMAO Oh gosh I must be losing my mind...
K, you lots a shopping, my girl loves to go, and Nana was with so, those two together know their stuff, I go along for the ride and food! Mall food rocks!

[startover22]

Hehe,

Thanks guys. Its just one of those times in life when you say: "Why did I do that, life would be so much easier if I didn't do that".

I guess at the same time those are the times when you learn and grow the most.....

I like this... I really really like this!

[bigbird213]

See I can be poetic too :)

I'm a sensitive guy, doesn't anyone want a sensitive guy? ;)

Late night with Conan is on, so I'm going to be up. I figure a laugh or two will help me sleep.

[friend4u178]

I'm a sensitive guy, doesn't anyone want a sensitive guy?? ;)

No thanks , I like girls :D :p

[starbuck8]

When ya gonna quit? See i am a closet smoker and only when i came on this site did I first tell anyone that I did smoke. I don't want to smoke, I hate it, I love it, I hate it, I love it.....
I have been smoking for more than half my life, since I was 13 or something like that...
I dont wanna anymore....I dont smoke much but still, I dont want to anymore. I want ot, I dont want to , I want to......LMAO Oh gosh I must be losing my mind....
K, ya lots a shopping, my girl loves to go, and Nana was with so, those two together know their stuff, I go along for the ride and food!! Mall food rocks!

Do you mean... when do I want to quit this week?. or next week... or the week after that? It's horrible! I've been smoking more than half of my life too. Do you know hiding them on yourself doesn't work? LOL It's crazy! I even do it unconciously sometimes, and forget that I JUST had one. Maybe someone should knock me unconscious! Ehhh, probably still wouldn't work, haha! I am trying to quit though... it is haaaarrrddd!

Oh well, enough about that.

[bigbird213]

No thanks , I like girls :D :p

Hah, it was worth a shot ;)

[starbuck8]

No thanks , I like girls :D :p

We know you do! You were our first victim! :p

[friend4u178]

We know you do!! You were our first victim!! :p

Ha Ha and I guarantee not the last , I did try to warn you biggie :)

[bigbird213]

I have to admit, I had fair warning...

[startover22]

LOL you guys are getting me to chuckle! Do you know something? I think while Friend is at work at people walk by... they say what the hell is that man doing laughing and smiling to his computer... you probably don't even know you make the faces that you do when you are on here Friend... LMAO I find myself doing it and the kids are like, mom, did you know you just laughed at your puter? I say you, sorry... LOLOLOLOL

[starbuck8]

I have to admit, I had fair warning...

I hand picked him! *swinging the pendant back and fourth* Are you feeling sleeeepy Biggie?