Originally Posted by
garboozle
Actually she may not be a lesbian, it's just someone referred to one of her friends as a "girlfriend" so maybe she is maybe she isn't.
Therapy seems pretty heavy. Is the way I'm acting/thinking really that abnormal, doesn't everyone experience these feeling?
I'll soon have my own insurance so I'll be able to keep it a secret from my parents and it is becoming quite a temptation to see one, it's weird one minute I'm totally happy with my situation the next I'm crying or resentfully dwelling on it. Like tonight, I spent two hours waiting around just to talk to her.
You were given advice on your other thread, over and over. We've already told you that your behavior is not normal. I'm not going to waste my time telling you again because you never listen.
Get therapy, that's the only advice anyone can give you, and you really should follow that advice. As for your "relationship" I think I can speak for everyone on this site when I say that we've heard enough about it, and we've talked enough about it, all to no avail, so why should we spend more time talking to someone that doesn't have the ability to listen?
Good luck.
