[buggage]

I can't help but worry, because of my previous experiences. With this pregnancy mirroring my first exactly, I don't want the same out come, knowing that perhaps I could have avoided it by learning from the first time. Thank goodness my first son is well, and healthy now. But it's a fear I would rather avoid this time around. I'm not willing to blindly follow what doctors advise this time, when I know from experience that it could very well be unhealthy(in MY case) to wait past 40. I wasn't worried until they started to tell me they were going to let me go over due again. I had been re-assured that I would not be allowed to go over my 40 week mark because of past experiences, and then to have them start saying otherwise, I think I have right to be worried. You know? And obviously from my lack of progression, I'm not going to go in on my own. (as they have warned several times)