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I am a sophomore at one of the most expensive schools in the country with a full ride from the Army through ROTC. I am not responsible enough to manage my time wisely, I have no work ethic and I have lost interest it doing anything. Like I said before do you really ant someone who can't even manage their time to lead troops in battle, do you want your tax money to pay for me? I would be pissed off if I knew my tax money was going to pay $200,000 to get me through school so I can become an officer and get a ton of people killed. Well your not I am failing 3 of my classes because I didn't do the work and now I am getting kicked out. I have no money, I cannot pay for my apartment, the power, gas, or anything else. There is no work in this town and unemployment is 15% I don't even have enough money to get out of this town. I did this, it's my fault, I don't want any sympathy or anything. I mean I am pretty much dead on the inside anyway there isn't much left.

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If I walked in front of a bus on purpose it wouldn't count. It would have to be someone else's fault, hurting yourself just to have something bad happen to you takes all your credibility away.