[scottycruz]

Then making sure you're still available, she tells her best friend, who she knows will tell you about their conversation, that she misses you.

Yeah except the fact she hates it when emily (bestfriend) calls me or I call her. My ex thinks I like her. But we still call each other behind her back for the past year and she doesn't know.

She also drove by my house 2 days ago to see if my car was there but it wasn't. She saw me not being there and flipped out lol. Emily told me about that, so I don't know if it means that she still cares but just want to throw that out there.

My ex also talked to her mom about me and her and emily was there. Emily told me that her mom said me and abbee will end up back together like we always do. Her mom said she won't find anybody that she will like anyway.

I'm pretty sure its just the age diff. She nvr had fun because I would always tie her down. But now I don't really care she can have all the fun she wants but I was to late and pushed her away and nvr trusted her and told her no. I learned to let somebody do there own thing now and I learned to trust because for the past 2 years we have been dating she has been honest and told me everything and basically spent every single day together. I just wasn't use to the fact she isn't spending time with me anymore so I freaked out when I shouldn't.

Thanks for talking to me

[scottycruz]

Okay I have an update on my life. I found a beautiful girl that I'm talking to. My EX logged on my myspace and found out I was talking to her. My EX started messaging this new girl I'm talking to, threating to beat her , saying she will not get that far with me, etc. My EX has also threatned me, already slash my tires on my car, deleted my myspace, and Facebook. My EX said if I called the cops on her, she would get me for underage sex, rape, and a bunch of other stuff. First time we had sex was when I was 20 and she was 17. We both lost our virginity to each other. My EX is not making me move on (even though I don't want to). I need help getting out of this situation. I've never been in this before and I don't know what I should do. Why is she so confusing and doing this to me?