[daviemiller33]

Your grace flows. Thank you. Sincerely David Wendall Miller. :)

[Thirdtime]

Well carla123... lots of people asks the same question as you are and I am going to try and show you Gods Plan on you.First,from what I am reading from your story it seems you are waiting and hoping for a kind of cool lifestyle that satisfies yourself and must be according to your will and that will be God's Plan for you simply because it's going your way.
I'm sorry carla123... because that is an ungodly plan. Gods Plan on you must be biblical and its already there in the bible.
I will show you Gods Plan on you. Here is Gods Plan........''THAT THE KINGDOM OF GOD BE DONE ON EARTH AS IT IS IN HEAVEN!''

That is why you were created in the womb and given all the neccesities to partake with those who are being called and sent out to work with the Lord on His course here for all.
This road leading to the making of the Kingdom of God here is not an easy road.It is the very same road that eventually ends at Calvary... and Jesus our Lord had already walked it so can you and me!
It is encouraging to know you gave yourself to Christ at an early age as a Born Christian BUT the choice is there for you :''Hear the Words and do it likewise,sacrifice your life and loose it so you save it?'' or ''Deny Him and save your own........only to loose it in the end!''

We are not here accidentally... we are here for a purpose carla123! Be STRONG and have the courage to give your life serving the Lord Teaching His Words to the world. Remember we are called to serve or work with God make His Kingdom happen here on earth that all may live to the fulness of His will(blessed).We are not alone (Math 28:20):''...and Teaching them to obey everything I have commanded you.And surely I am with you always, to the very end of age!''

Looking back... Gods Plan has His will on it not our will.Ours is to do His will.