[Aurora_Bell]

Oh Bear, what's the matter??

[adam_89]

I hate mowing, it's too hot!

[adam_89]

!&@^*(":"?:*!^@&*^&*@!

[albear]

Hi bella

Thanks unky :)

[Aurora_Bell]

I agree, it is +30c today. Hotttt. Too hot to even sit on the deck, need to hit up that beach.

[adam_89]

I want a beach, wait, I live on a lake.

[albear]

Nothings the matter bella, just very unsure of my direction, where I'm heading, what's the next step in life.

Its hard to plan for things unknown :D

[Unknown008]

If the lake isn't polluted and there aren't any creepy animals in there, you can have a little swim, right? Or... maybe not. :(

[Unknown008]

Right Bear and that reminds me of one of the Pokemon themes...

'Sometimes, it's hard to know, which way you want to go-o-o. But deep inside, you know you're right, if you follow your heart you can't be wrong!'

[adam_89]

Unky, it is a clean lake, I bought a house there over a year ago and I pay a $200 a year fee to keep it clean and so I can use it whenever I want. :)

[Aurora_Bell]

You know what Bear, that's normal. It's showing that you have concern for your future, which is really something that you should be thinking. You just finished school right? Are you feeling a bit over whelmed with the next step that needs to be taken? Like the "real" world?

I feel that way, but I am in a different situation. I am almost 30 and just going back to school. And I am terrified. Part of me wants to say fark it, and get a job as a receptionist again. It's stable and I know I am getting a pay cheque. I feel like I am putting mine and my daughter's future in jeopardy.

You are a smart man, you'll be okay. But you just got to take it one day at a time. Plan as much as you can for the future, but remember you can only plan so much of life.

[Aurora_Bell]

Unky, it is a clean lake, I bought a house there over a year ago and I pay a $200 a year fee to keep it clean and so I can use it whenever I want. :)

I just have a small little body of water, called the Atlantic Ocean
Hahah

I also have a few fresh water lakes and rivers around my house, all with in walking distance. Someone once told me that NS has the safest waters in all of North America. I KNOW they weren't talking about the Halifax harbor!

[albear]

Right Bear and that reminds me of one of the Pokemon themes...

'Sometimes, it's hard to know, which way you want to go-o-o. But deep inside, you know you're right, if you follow your heart you can't be wrong!'

I disagree, there's always room to be wrong :)

[Aurora_Bell]

i disagree, theres always room to be wrong :)

As long as you learn from it, than it's not really wrong.

[adam_89]

Well you are Lucky Bella. I just have one Lake.

[adam_89]

Bear, you can move in with me and we can have a great time, you can get a job with me and we can go fishin, swimmin, and drinking, and what ever else.

[Aurora_Bell]

Hey all you need is one! I was just bragging a bit.

[Aurora_Bell]

Bear, you can move in with me and we can have a great time, you can get a job with me and we can go fishin, swimmin, and drinkin, and what ever else.

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OoOOoo Can I come too?? Phulease? I am a really good cook!

[adam_89]

Ok, you can both come, if you pretend to be a couple or my girlfriend might think something of it. Could you handle only one body of water Bella? There are a lot of lakes and rivers close around but just one in my back yard.

[albear]

You know what Bear, that's normal. It's showing that you have concern for your future, which is really something that you should be thinking. You just finished school right? Are you feeling a bit over whelmed with the next step that needs to be taken? Like the "real" world?

I feel that way, but I am in a different situation. I am almost 30 and just going back to school. And I am terrified. Part of me wants to say fark it, and get a job as a receptionist again. It's stable and I know I am getting a pay cheque. I feel like I am putting mine and my daughter's future in jeopardy.

You are a smart man, you'll be okay. But ya just got to take it one day at a time. Plan as much as you can for the future, but remember you can only plan so much of life.

I haven't been in a position before where I didn't know roughly what was going to happen, or at least have a 'get out of jail' card to play if things went wrong.

I'm still in school bella, finished my 2nd year at uni, and am looking for a placement in industry for next year (compulsary), thing is its not looking good at all, and if I don't find one I think ill be able to take a year out, but everyone I've talked to says that's a bad idea as you'll just end up doing nothing for a year and be in even worse shape for your third year, and I'm not in a decent shape as it is to take on my third year, so going straight to that is a deffinet no.

So all I can do is keep applying to places and hope for the best, which is what I have been doing.

But other than that, I've got no idea, and it isn't enough :(


Cya'll later going to head out for a little while, destress and get some fresh air, take care :)