I was the same way. Where I'm from men like thick girls with a big butt and nice thighs but I was always skinny and throughout middle school I was always being mad fun of. I didn't have breasts or a butt like the other girls and I felt ugly and unwanted so I didn't try to look good because I thought it wouldn't help. Until one day a man confronted me about modeling for his cousin's designs. I asked why he wanted me and he said I had the perfect long legs, a nice shape and pretty long hair. Everybody has different taste so someone might think you're cute but the next person might not even look your way. In the end it doesn't matter just as long as you feel good about yourself. And those boys are just a few out of a billion so don't worry about it. You remind me of me 5 years ago. I know exactly how you feel and trust me plastic surgery has too many risks and it won't help. Now, I am 19 and I look great and feel great. I learned to love my slim figure and guess what- I finally got my butt and breasts :). I have guys drooling from their mouths now, even the ones who were making fun of me before. I don't care what anybody says about me because I know I'm beautiful and you should feel the same way. Say whatever's on your mind because if somebody else doesn't like it then just stick your middle finger up and tell them you don't care. Don't worry about not having a boyfriend or guys liking you because when you're looking for them they won't come. People like what they can't have. So if they can't have you, they'll want you even more. I really feel where you're coming from and I have gotten past it so I hope you can too. If you need anymore advice please feel free to e-mail me
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