It seems to me as if your sister had some sort of need to abuse you, for whatever reason. These words hurt you intensely, but remember, this is some damage that can be repaired.
You may be dyslexic, but as the poster before me implied, it is not the end of the world. If you can gain confidence in yourself, I promise, you will be able to overcome just about all that you doubt yourself with.
You may have a mental impairment but this does not make you stupid. Instead, make it work for you. Find walks of life where dyslexia will not be as big of an issue, learn coping methods, and most importantly, make good friends, and love good people. Just as twinkiedooter said... you can pick your friends, but you can't pick your family. You don't have to deal with your sister anymore if you so choose, but as long as you stay around individuals who can help you through this, and who base their treatments of you on you and your actions, not on your impairments, you will be very happy in life.
You can get through this, I promise. Don't be afraid to do things you feel you are too stupid to do. Try some of them. You'll really surprise yourself, and that, more than anything, is a huge confidence booster.
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