[zainhasan15]

I am one son of my parents and only brother of my one sister. I am 19 years old university student, living with my family. The problem begain with my birth, I know this thing will be distrubing for you too but I can't change my DNA. God made my genes homosexual, and sent me to the country where punishment of homosexuality is death. Nobody know this including my parents but mysexual orientation made me little different from other guys, I don't like sports, I am not too aggressive, I don't like to have cars and motorbike, I don't like to see wrestling etc This made my father feel odd about me. I am suffering from his hidden haters since childhood, he isn't my enemy and even loves me too but the fact it that I am not an ideal son for him. We usually don't talk with each other.
I can't change myself, I think nobody can't change his/her sexual orientation. My father enjoys to talk with my cousins but he always try to show me artificial anger. I am 5.6" tall that is why he always ask me "why are you shorter than other relatives of my family."
I have no friends nor any girl/boyfriend, yesterday I fought with him on bathroom, he washed my bathroom, but when I asked him no to do this, he replied "you have no right on any thing, this is my house not yours.", "you may leave this bathroom if you have problem, and this house too." These remarks gave a sharp wound on my brain.
What should I do? Should I leave them? Am I wrong?

[kamria]

He's your father and he'll most likely love you no matter what. You are what you are.. maybe just try and get along with him harder. And hopefully everything will be fine.. that is a tough situation.. I'm really sorry dear.