[fakeplastiktree]

:( :confused: I don't know what else to do. I get up sometimes and feel I can do this... I go walking with my girlfriend a couple of days.. its painful for me because my lower back starts to hurt right away. But I still finish the walk. It should be enjoyable but its not. And I give up. I also need to eat a good amount to feel full. So I can't eat six small meals.. because I'm not content. I'm scared and I'm unhappy and I just don't know what to do anymore. Can anyone suggest anything?

[sarah1989]

How are things with your girlfriend?
I found when I was going out with my boyfriend I wasn't motivated at all I wouldn't walk go to the gym or anything we ate junk all the time. But recently we broke up and I have the motovation that I never had I'm going to a trainer three times a week eating a whole lot healthier and feeling heaps better about myself. And my motovation is to look good and to show him what his missing out on I got motovated to feel good about myself. I guess with him we just wernt happy.