[startover22]

Hi to you joe. How's superbaby?

[alkalineangel]

Hello! Hope all is well, how is superfamily?

[startover22]

Alkaline what happens in 47 days? The baby? I didn't think you were that far along.
I am not taking the boys, Dustin has called and stressed some serious concerns. I agreed and the boys are going to be placed with another family tomorrow! I am very angry and sad, I am not sure which is worse but I will cry on Dustins shoulder when he gets home. Hugs to all of you. Giving hugs always feels good.

[Allheart]

Start,

You are one special Angel and I am sending you lots of Angel kisses. You truly are just a shining star. Try not and be too sad. I have a feeling this new family may need the boys
In their lives and hearts and the boys will do just fine.

Lots of Angel kisses for Start...

[alkalineangel]

Harry Potter Book 7... the 5th movie is in 40 days... im a nerd.

I am praying for your family.

[startover22]

Thanks so much, I hope they can handle them. Not too soft, not too hard, you know what I mean. I have put a lot into these litte stinkers and I love them very much! I hope I get the chance to stay their daycare provider, I will miss them. I think they could use a little stability, I would be the only one left to give it to them. Love to all three of them! I will get over the saddness as long as I know they are happy and well. Now I am going to slip my phone number and a note in all three of their back packs saying they can call me ANYTIME!!

[alkalineangel]

There you go! That's the spirit!.

[startover22]

Al, you are a nerd aren't you... I love chickens but I don't put that on my license plate. Nerd! Hee hee. Now that I think about it, I just got a cute little car and maybe I should get that for my plates.. hmmmmmmm See what you people do to me?

[alkalineangel]

Haha... I forgot I told you about that... I get made fun of all the time about my car. Not only do I have the plate, but I also have a sticker that says "trust snape" and another that says "Save Harry, Save the world" lol... I wanted one that looked like those college stickers you put in your back window that said "Hogwarts school of witchcraft and wizardy"... but they don't make them... im beyond nerd... Im like the oldest "kid" all dressed up at the book release parties... but I bring my son too... so its not THAT bad... lol... yeah it is...


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I just notcied I got an extra greeny... when did that happen?

[startover22]

My son, we bought the whole set for him but he isn't a dork like his mama, I love to read and he doesn't. He never even finished one, he has #1-3 for Harry Potter books and then a big one in the hardback. If you wanted them I could send them. You probably already have them but just thought maybe your son would like HIS OWN set... Hee hee

Anyway I am just trying to steer myself away from the boys for a bit while everyone is resting. I was on a different thread about rap, maybe I should use this time to write a song. Funny huh? I could rap a song aobut the little stinkers I have grown to love!

[curlybenswife]

Oh bugger start but everything happens for a reason right?? Chin up we love you.

Al you hit 100 greenys you gain a box for every 100 you get :D

[alkalineangel]

I don't think I could ever rap... lol... its just not in me... Oh I have the entire set of adult harry potter books, and he has the entire set of child harry potter books... hardcover of course... im telling you, I'm obsessed... you don't want to know the name of my sons favorite animal...

[curlybenswife]

LOL I have all the first editions of the adult covers I used to work in a book shop I rang my old manager last week and he is holding me a copy of the next one.

[startover22]

Woo hoo you hit the greenies! Yes you are goinga little too far, but hey, do you have about 175-200 ceramic chickens spread through out your house? Didn't think so! LOLOLOLOL

[curlybenswife]

Oh my word what's the fascination with chickens then??

[alkalineangel]

No - I have no statues or dolls or posters or anything... im not as bad as some. I know a woman who actually has a real owl named hedwig... her son dresses up as Harry and carries him on his shoulder... lol..

My mom has pigs everywhere...

[startover22]

I am tasteful about it. I love the antique ones. I have an old chicken coupd that the bigger wooden ones are in. Oh geeze, I am a nerd too. I am in love with the country look. Dustin would never let me go too crazy and he doesn't like clutter. Boy did he mary the wrong lady! I forgot to tell him about my facination with clutter and how to make it look good. I am clean but cluttery.

[alkalineangel]

I have an obsession with tuscan landscapes... my entire home is decorated in italian décor. My kitchen has the whole vinyard thing, grapes, wine, etc. and I have tuscan paintings everywhere.

[startover22]

I think that is great. If I get a piece of furniture from a garage sale I paint it and then sand it down to look old and cool.

[chippers]

My obsession is whales. I have a few statues and posters. Mostly sweat shirts. I collect them from where ever I go to watch them. The ones that don't fit anymore I'm making into a blanket. My mother collected chickens all around the house she had chickens. My father thought he was in the hen house and not just the dog house. Hehe.

AL for the fluttering, it could be the stretching of the muscles ans skin your feeling. The little one is too small to feel movement. If you're feeling any discomfort or start to spot call your doctor asap. Lower pelvic discomfort is assiciated with the streching of the broad ligaments of the pelvis to accommodate the growing baby. If you're really concerned talk with your doctor. (I had mine on speed dial for the entire time of my pregnancy) he was glad once I delivered.

Start, I'm sorry to hear about the boys. I'm praying you can keep them for the daycare as they'll be in your life. I do so hate the way they keep pulling kids from one foster home to another or give them back to the parents who are unfit to care for them in the first place. You'er right no wonder so many kids are screewd up once they are adults. I agree that kids no matter their troubles should not be labelled. It only follows them and it gives them a bad feeling about themselves. No kid deserves that. I admire your strength in being a foster parent. I've always wanted to do it but as why husband points out, I can't give up a cat I fostered, how would I give up a child when they came knocking at the door. I would want to adopt but in Jersey its tough getting a child permanently. They do their best to put the family back to gether which is often not the case.

CBW, my favorite drink is a seabreeze. I rarely drink but when I do it's that. When I was pregnant I drank virgin breezes. I substituted the vodka for seven up. As for the jelly bellies, I like the grapefruit ones and I like the pears and tangerene. I got a nice supply today to keep me well sugared up for a while.

Allheart and syn, hugs and kissses to both of you. I hope you are having a good day and not too hectic for you.

I need to share something with you that made me feel very good. Outside my front door My son and I noticed a caterpillar making a coocoon and the thought of the changing into a butterfly . Then in the tree infornt of my house my father and I noticed a robin biulding a nest. As of today she completed her nest and would lay her eggs. Again new life. In my back yard I noticed the two baby groundhogs playing looking so cute. I thought about the new life around me and had to stop think how lucky I am to see such wonders. That in all this chaos of the world life still thrives in its abundance. I also think about you, my fellow goddesses and think again how lucky I am. That each of us comes from all around the world and we share our families with each other, and our lives. I feel that we are as close as that bird, caterpiler and groundhogs are to my front door.
How incredibly lucky I am that we are lucky to have found each other in a world of chaos. If we think about it, all that is good can not only survive but make the world a much more beautiful place.

Now I think I'll go and eat my jelly bellies.